em4250
Member
- Jan 24, 2026
- 16
I'm extremely suicidal and depressed all the time and alcohol help somewhat so I've been drinking a lot. I can see that I can very easily become addicted but I just don't really care enough to stop.
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DarkFriend.
Neverending Suffering
- May 1, 2022
- 68
Welcome to the club. If you can afford it, drink nice things.
I say, if you're going to kill yourself slowly with alcohol--may as well enjoy it.
Every last sip...
Cheers. From a fellow suicidal alcoholic.
em4250
Member
- Jan 24, 2026
- 16
I've been there before, and am there now. Drinking some vodka alone in my room as we speak. Suicide and substance abuse go hand in hand
DownwardSpiral
idiot
- Jan 21, 2026
- 57
em4250
Member
- Jan 24, 2026
- 16
goly fuck u am m so drunk i am doing so many stupid thigsns
GodzillasBiggestFan
Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
- Jan 12, 2026
- 287
i feel that alchohol helps me too, though i never have access and maybe that stops me.just be aware that alcohol will probably increase the chance of you ctb. whenever i'm even slightly tipsy (most days) i end up sh and more determined to ctbSimilar threads
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