Things you want to live for

[StarsAbove]

What do you want to live for?

I worry about my cats being adequately cared for because of their medical issues. I would also be sad if they had to go to a shelter. Or if a friend took them it would be very expensive and I would feel guilty.

The other reasons ate career related. Ive never been an expert in anything before but I recently started a new job with Intensive training that is designed to make us experts in our field. I may have 2 jobs, this one and my dream job...if I am able to. Dream job is to do professional astrology, run community groups for the spiritually/metaphysically minded, and maybe some day run retreats

 

[Spite]

My wife, and the very few people who believe in me.

 

[birdie8]

My fiancé and my brothers. They are my world, and keep me grounded more than they could possibly know. I wish it was enough, though.

 

[NZkiwi]

What do you want to live for?

I worry about my cats being adequately cared for because of their medical issues. I would also be sad if they had to go to a shelter. Or if a friend took them it would be very expensive and I would feel guilty.

The other reasons ate career related. Ive never been an expert in anything before but I recently started a new job with Intensive training that is designed to make us experts in our field. I may have 2 jobs, this one and my dream job...if I am able to. Dream job is to do professional astrology, run community groups for the spiritually/metaphysically minded, and maybe some day run retreats

im not sure anymore... used to be relationship and career but when im dysregulated i dont care...

im working on finding things worth living for, that i can hold on to, when im dysregulated

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also i didnt know you were a runner as well!

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curious if youve explored non dual world view. i found that strangly comforting recently

 

[StarsAbove]

im not sure anymore... used to be relationship and career but when im dysregulated i dont care...

im working on finding things worth living for, that i can hold on to, when im dysregulated

....

also i didnt know you were a runner as well!

...

curious if youve explored non dual world view. i found that strangly comforting recently

Oops, I asked you this same question on another post.

External things can certainly be a motivator, I wonder if something intrinsic would be even more of a motivator for you when you are dysregulated.

That was a typo. Im not a runner. Im an elliptical-er, ha.

What do you mean non-dual world view?

 

[alphabetsoupz]

My rescue dog. She had a shit life before I adopted her and has really awful behavioural problems.
The average person would put her to sleep because of her reactivity, and the thought of that makes me feel terrible.
She's made so much progress and she's such a wonderful dog, I ought to make sure her life is lived fully before I go.