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FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
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What would you like to want do before you catch the bus?
Tell me your ideas

My list of things
- make a Blue velvet layered cake with blue berries
-Knit a cool scarf and hat( cant even knit)
-Buying more dress
- vist iceland and amsterdam . Amsterdam first
-vist museums in london
- Try dating and hooking up with a woman ( i always liked men but starting to have an attraction and desire deep initamacy towards women lately :)
- writing a sucide note for family ( the hardest)
 
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Alucard

Alucard

Wizard
Feb 8, 2019
606
- watch an horror movie
- contemplate beautiful landscapes
 
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Zhontafly

Zhontafly

Student
Jul 16, 2020
182
- keep love in my heart and bitterness at bay. I really dont want to die with any bitterness.
- help as many others with my life experiences as possible (though i will probably fail majorly with that too).
 
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Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
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Have a relationship, but I don't think it's possible and would be unfair. So a prostitute would do, ideally I'd get the whole GFE thing and max out my credit traveling around for a week or 2, then get a hotel and kablammers
 
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moonchild

moonchild

Student
May 8, 2020
125
I used to have a longer list, but right now it's basically:

- Rewrite my suicide note(s)
- See my brother one last time, would be nice if he could come visit me over a weekend so we could just hang out
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
737
Transition to be the girl I am :)
 
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DyslexicForeigner

DyslexicForeigner

Student
Dec 27, 2018
135
encrypting all of my SSD, HDD, laptops, phone, tablets rather than formatting it because I'll be devastated if I failed CTB and lose all of the precious and private data!
 
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draw a circle

out.
Apr 10, 2020
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-kiss my best friend for one last time
-was going to wait until Detective Conan ends but damn I'd end up dying of natural causes waiting on that long ass series
-delete all my social media accounts (this is more like a plan than a wish)
-uhhh nothing I used to look forward to things but now I'm kinda running out of time (most likely I'll be back after the month ends though I've got a deadline and I don't think I could do it before that but it's all I want to do)

This list is kinda pointless I would answer differently if I wasn't in such a hurry
 
Alucard

Alucard

Wizard
Feb 8, 2019
606
Tell people that you don't love them.
 
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TotallyIsolated

Mage
Nov 25, 2019
590
I dont want to do anything
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
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The reason I want to ctb has a lot to do with no longer being able to do what I always wanted to do, so this is difficult to answer. Short of all the lost dreams, there are some people I wish I could connect with before I go. I harbor messages of love for most of them. For a few, I bear very harsh words that I wish to say to them, but perhaps the finality of the moment may change my mind. Zhontafly's sentiment is very admirable. I wish I didn't have so much bitterness in my heart at the moment.
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Fight my bloody SI
 
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TheEndIsNigh31

TheEndIsNigh31

Madness is like gravity all you need is a lil push
Jul 13, 2020
65
I'd love to hold my children one last time and tell them I love them but thats impossible due to exs.

Id love to feel loved by a women again but escort would probably be closest I get
 
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Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
784
-kiss my best friend for one last time
-was going to wait until Detective Conan ends but damn I'd end up dying of natural causes waiting on that long ass series
-delete all my social media accounts (this is more like a plan than a wish)
-uhhh nothing I used to look forward to things but now I'm kinda running out of time (most likely I'll be back after the month ends though I've got a deadline and I don't think I could do it before that but it's all I want to do)

This list is kinda pointless I would answer differently if I wasn't in such a hurry
lol a few ctb attempts ago my 2nd thought was "Damn I would have finished Naruto if not for the bloody fillers", then I laughed and the nurses looked at me weird.
I'm waiting for one piece to finish too. I guess that's a thing to do
 
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bigdog

Arcanist
Jul 12, 2020
434
I want to sell my flat and go to a casino, then rent a hotel and ctb
 
catscradle

catscradle

Now I will destroy the whole world
Jul 10, 2020
85
big one was visit japan, which I did last year, but I'd like to go back.

I'd love to quit my job, and spend my last three months travelling through japan, starting from Kagoshima or Okinawa all the way up to Hokkaido, before CTB in somewhere in Japan (Aokigahara is a bit cliche, maybe northern Hokkaido). people at home would assume I got lost, and I'd probably just be written off as a no name gaijin.
 
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draw a circle

out.
Apr 10, 2020
300
lol a few ctb attempts ago my 2nd thought was "Damn I would have finished Naruto if not for the bloody fillers", then I laughed and the nurses looked at me weird.
I'm waiting for one piece to finish too. I guess that's a thing to do
Naruto is done tho, at least one thing off the list lol. I couldn't care less about Boruto anyway. One Piece seem to be long awaited as well. Good luck
 
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