Things I’m going to miss when I’m gone...

[Dazedandconfused32]

I find myself thinking more and more about the things that I enjoy and am going to miss when I'm gone. For instance I recently had a glass of eggnog. It's just a traditional holiday drink that I'll miss indulging in. I'll also miss coffee, certain kinds of alcohol, the feeling in the summer when it's hot as all get out but there's a light breeze in my face. Willow trees, warm and gentle hugs, the feeling when I just get into my bed and the sheets are cold and so soft, hot showers and yummy foods. I'll miss the feeling of being able to love someone so completely and to be loved back in return. I'll miss music a lot of course. Cute kitties. Sitting out at a bonfire when it's cool out at night. And dancing! Gosh I'll miss feeling free and just going with the music. There are many more of course... I'm curios what others will miss also?

 

[ronigail9]

We probably won't miss anything once we are dead. And while we are alive, we suffer imagining what we will miss. However as my ctb date draws nearer, I, too start thinking about things I will miss, just the way you described it. However at this current moment I can't think of much, because my mind is clouded with unrelenting anxiety and depression.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I will miss the light blanket of snow every winter.
I will my cats and all cats.
I will miss the way it feels to drink water when I am thirsty.
I will miss my favourite shows, movies and books.
I will miss the water, swimming and how free it feels.
I will miss being in love.
I will miss being held by someone.
I will miss hot lasagna and turkey dinners.
I will miss Halloween, and the crunching of leaves, the way it smells.
I will miss my favourite colour, red.
I will miss my parents and brother.

And I will miss all of SS. That is, if an afterlife awaits me on the other side. x

 

[Dazedandconfused32]

I will miss the light blanket of snow every winter.
I will my cats and all cats.
I will miss the way it feels to drink water when I am thirsty.
I will miss my favourite shows, movies and books.
I will miss the water, swimming and how free it feels.
I will miss being in love.
I will miss being held by someone.
I will miss hot lasagna and turkey dinners.
I will miss Halloween, and the crunching of leaves, the way it smells.
I will miss my favourite colour, red.
I will miss my parents and brother.

And I will miss all of SS. That is, if an afterlife awaits me on the other side. x

Ohhh the crunching of the leaves under your feet... I do love that also. <3

 

[Astral316]

I don't have to die to miss a whole host of things. I figure when I ctb I'll either have access to those things once again or I won't exist to care.

 

[eSpJon]

I wont miss anything but I have fear of it going wrong and being vegetable

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

That's it. We aren't ending our problems, we are ending our lives. But I can't live anymore. I won't see my parents again. I won't see the sunlight anymore. I won't taste a cup of coffee... Those little pleasures I have. But I can't go on.

 

[UninformedLover]

I will miss looking at all the beautiful sunsets that paint the evening sky. I'll miss my dog even though he is a pain in the ass sometimes haha. I think I will miss the pure and raw feeling of being inlove. I quite enjoy it. I'll miss eating my favorite foods. But mainly I'll miss my dog.

I know dogs get depressed when their owners die and I feel bad because now I am extending my sufferring to him . I hope we can meet again someday under better circumstances.

 

[Wayfaerer]

Rainy days. Even before I was suicidal, they were the only things that made me glad to be alive no matter what.

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

I'm going to miss hugs, cats, my family (even with all their flaws), that feeling when you snuggle under a warm blanket on a cold winter night... The world is beautiful, unfortunately I no longer have a chance to enjoy it's beauty.