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SunshineAndSuicide

SunshineAndSuicide

Sunshine is what's keeping me alive
Aug 24, 2022
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Why do I feel like life just isn't worth living?

I haven't had major trauma in my childhood, I never went without. All that was forever lacking was emotional support, proper help for my bipolar disorder and no money for university to get a proper job I would enjoy and make enough money. Pretending to be normal and forced to keep a deadend job so that I can pay my debt is soul crushing. And even though things aren't thát bad, I still cannot find a reason to want to continue living.
How do people just livive life and not want out every second of the day?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,117
I don't understand how anyone can not be suicidal in a life like this. I know that I could never want to live no matter what. I just find life to be really depressing as there are an unlimited amount of things wrong with living and even if most of the horrible things were removed from this world, I would still want to die because life doesn't interest me. I prefer the sound of non existence personally.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
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I get it,. Big time. -. I'm not going without, have a job , okay health.... But I'm sick and tired of being sick and Fckn tired..

Mostly life on life's terms I suppose? .. My immense self hatred, anxiety, depression, deadend job with Fuckhead management, resentments, relationships, sick fckn war torn world we live in.... Those are my main reasons to CTB. I just don't care anymore.

You are Not alone,. I understand. Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
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I think so many people blindly follow the conformity of life's expectations which can be tragic, especially if you are free spirited like me. I was true to myself and followed my path but lost many friends and my dysfunctional family. Still, i was happier and more importantly, i could breath. Now im dying which is unfortunate.
 
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Hiraeth Grimoire

Hiraeth Grimoire

Longing to answer the call of the Void
May 21, 2022
154
I think limiting the contents of one's consciousness is the survival mechanism of the masses. Most people have a healthy dose of Stockholm syndrome for life, and varying amounts of sadomasochism that enable them to apathetically suffer, cause suffering, and dare I say, even enjoy it. Bleh. Fuck this shit.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
Majority things are mediocre (including me, if not worse) but the probability I become worse is bigger and easier than the possibility of better future for me.

There are always some exclusions in both extreme sides of the spectrum, these are also us (who reject life) on one side and on the other extreme is Elon Musk and the gangs (who want to live forever)


For those ruling class billionaires, it seems easy for them not wanting to die because they're extremely rich it makes them happy most of all the time.
 
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