OldGod

OldGod

Student
Feb 20, 2020
141
It's certainly possible I suppose. It's kind of why I said I want to experience it, I don't necessarily think I'm incapable, but I suppose that's possible too.

I think it's possible for everyone, at least once. As long as you put the effort in. Do you have the will to try?
 
Mustkeyknow

Mustkeyknow

Experienced
Feb 8, 2020
275
I wanted independence from my parents. I wanted a good job, a better job. I wanted a career I wanted to be useful to society, I wanted to get shitwasted at a music festival like the good old times. I wanted to go to Coachella.

This thread is about to make me cry.
 
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OldGod

OldGod

Student
Feb 20, 2020
141
I wanted independence from my parents. I wanted a good job, a better job. I wanted a career I wanted to be useful to society, I wanted to get shitwasted at a music festival like the good old times. I wanted to go to Coachella.

This thread is about to make me cry.

All of these things are possible! What could be stopping you?? I don't mean to sound angry though. Some of these comments, I just want to grab people by the shoulders and tell them "All the things you wish for are right around the corner! You just have to try!"

Dude you can totally get wasted at Coachella!
 
Mustkeyknow

Mustkeyknow

Experienced
Feb 8, 2020
275
All of these things are possible! What could be stopping you?? I don't mean to sound angry though. Some of these comments, I just want to grab people by the shoulders and tell them "All the things you wish for are right around the corner! You just have to try!"

Dude you can totally get wasted at Coachella!
I want to do the same thing with you lol, my mental condition prevents me from a lot of those things I want but the certainty is that I will at least try before catching the bus. I hope you do the same thing!
 
OldGod

OldGod

Student
Feb 20, 2020
141
I want to do the same thing with you lol, my mental condition prevents me from a lot of those things I want but the certainty is that I will at least try before catching the bus. I hope you do the same thing!

Honestly dude, Coachella lineup isn't looking too hot but that's just my opinion. Shit, you could go to a plethora of shows and get wasted. Spread it out my man! What's stopping you?
 
Mustkeyknow

Mustkeyknow

Experienced
Feb 8, 2020
275
Honestly dude, Coachella lineup isn't looking too hot but that's just my opinion. Shit, you could go to a plethora of shows and get wasted. Spread it out my man! What's stopping you?
Honestly any local music festival would do, I just wanna feel IT, you know what I mean? The music, the high, the air, the drink in my hand, the company. I don't know, I guess my own brain is stopping me huh? You know, you might've saved my life there.
 
OldGod

OldGod

Student
Feb 20, 2020
141
Honestly any local music festival would do, I just wanna feel IT, you know what I mean? The music, the high, the air, the drink in my hand, the company. I don't know, I guess my own brain is stopping me huh? You know, you might've saved my life there.

Dude I've gone to shows alone and even made friends. Get a drink in your hand, drop some acid beforehand, whatever you wanna do. Loosen up and put yourself out there. For real man, it's that easy. You gotta fight through it. I used to be anti-social as fuck and nowadays I'm always the one to start a conversation at any event and it has gotten me into so many social opportunities that I would never have otherwise. It's all in your hands.
 
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Crushed_Innocence

Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
423
I wanted to:
* Find the love of my life
*Master break dancing
*Produce my own EDM music
*Be a travelling DJ
*Have my own music production studio
*have kids with love of my life
*be able to maintain a fit body
*open a non profit to help foster youth

None of it happened. Such a waste. Such a failure.
O well
 
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Cave Johnson

Member
Feb 6, 2020
51
I think it's possible for everyone, at least once. As long as you put the effort in. Do you have the will to try?
Probably. Only issue is I don't know if I want to subject someone to me as a partner. I really would not make a good partner for most people.
 
Chronicillness

Chronicillness

Experienced
Jun 19, 2018
236
It's some BS that cyberpunk 2077 's release date got pushed back nearly an entire year. I'm sure it would have provided us some quality escapism.
 
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AintNoWayOut

Student
Jan 6, 2020
173
its mostly the simple things. like experiencing college, a better social life, going to events with friends, my first girlfriend, making progress in the gym, etc. and maybe something like being in a band and making music. idk, so much of life i'll have missed out on. but the worst part of this all is just not ever being comfortable in my own skin, no matter what it is im doing.
 
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d0_n0t_reSuScitate

d0_n0t_reSuScitate

Member
Feb 14, 2020
7
To love and be loved....
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
I don't want to die because the pain outweighs the joy of doing what I want with my life; I want to die because I'm never going to be able to do the things I want to do with my life.
 
OldGod

OldGod

Student
Feb 20, 2020
141
It's some BS that cyberpunk 2077 's release date got pushed back nearly an entire year. I'm sure it would have provided us some quality escapism.

I was actually in the middle of building a new PC to play it on and was originally relieved about the delay but... The way things are looking, I don't think I'll get to play at all.
 
AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
I wont make a list because at this point it is unattainable. It makes me sad, angry, and pissed just thinking about it.
 
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Élégie

Student
Sep 24, 2019
143
Here's a list of the things I wish I could have done:
- make real connections/friendships
- be in a loving relationship
- move to the countryside on a nice property, live close to nature, have pets/animals
- go on fun adventures (travel, bicycle touring, etc)
- find a career that would be fulfilling + give me a purpose

Most of those things seem unattainable in my current condition, so I try not to dwell on this too much because it makes me pretty upset.
 
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