Just the thought of heights turns me into 'spiderwoman'. A bit like saranwrap....I cling to anything inanimate. Deep water creates panic which leaves my mind blank...and I swim...straight ahead...toward whatever may be solid. COPD negates the exit bag, and a problem with the neck makes hanging hopeless. Epilepsy interferes with many, many drugs, and vision loss makes CO highly problematic. Oh yes guns are impossible for most to get here. I am not Usan. Anything else to say Dazy? You are obviously not suicidal so why are you on SS?