There’s nothing positive about this existence to me.

[FuneralCry]

To exist is the most torturous, futile and cruel burden and I've never been able to understand how anyone could want any of this.

Existing really is only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence really is all that's positive, I just find it so deeply undesirable to exist, to me existence just feels like a mistake and I'll always and only wish to be gone no matter what, it's just so cruel and horrible how there is no acceptance towards the right to die despite this as existence really is the problem, all that existence does is cause pain and it will just get more unbearable, non-existence is the only relief for me, there needs to be the option to just never suffer again.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

I suffer immensely from major depression. There will never be a peaceful way out in the US from mental illness. I need to take matters into my own hands but fear and excuses stop me.

 

[Pure Vanilla]

To exist is the most torturous, futile and cruel burden and I've never been able to understand how anyone could want any of this.

Existing really is only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence really is all that's positive, I just find it so deeply undesirable to exist, to me existence just feels like a mistake and I'll always and only wish to be gone no matter what, it's just so cruel and horrible how there is no acceptance towards the right to die despite this as existence really is the problem, all that existence does is cause pain and it will just get more unbearable, non-existence is the only relief for me, there needs to be the option to just never suffer again.

The only thing that really drives people to want to live is enjoyment or hope of enjoyment, for those who have lost that or never had it its just horrible