DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
Let me explain
I have not lived in my 22 years of life due to trauma and abuse
"Healing" or whatever bullshit word they wanna call it, takes years
Because of the abuse, you will be behind your healthier peers, Those with healthier families and stuff
They can easily make friends. They can have relationships. Get jobs, etc
But I cant, thanks to trauma
Reality is that I will hav to be in pain for years only to so as much taste freedom
It aint worth it
I'd rather die now
I have not lived in my 22 years of life due to trauma and abuse
"Healing" or whatever bullshit word they wanna call it, takes years
Because of the abuse, you will be behind your healthier peers, Those with healthier families and stuff
They can easily make friends. They can have relationships. Get jobs, etc
But I cant, thanks to trauma
Reality is that I will hav to be in pain for years only to so as much taste freedom
It aint worth it
I'd rather die now