Venting There is no point to existence

[FuneralCry]

There is no point to existing, all that existing beings are doing is suffering in meaningless existences, destined for nothing but to decay and die. Existence is the exact opposite of meaningful, it's futile, unnecessary and just creates problems and pain there was never a need for. I find it so tragic how something so pointless and harmful as life even exists, to me the tragedy lies in how there isn't just nothingness, to me only non-existence is desirable.

Existing truly is just a futile process of waiting around to die where eventually no matter what this existence will permanently disappear into nothingness so why cannot people just have the option to die in peace when they want to.
It isn't like there are any disadvantages to not existing anyway, we are all just destined for nothing but to die in this existence we never even consented to in the first place so it should be up to us when we die. There is nothing "wrong" with suicide, it's insane to act like suicide is so wrong when existence is this futile and meaningless, suicide is simply the personal choice to escape from pointless suffering which should always be respected.

In my case suicide will always be very logical as I have no interest in being enslaved in this pointless existence for decades on end, it comforts me to think of being permanently relieved from the burden of existing as a human. To me existence itself will always be useless and an abomination, there's no meaning to existence, it's just a cycle of endless suffering and senseless cruelty that so tragically continues to repeat once new life is so harmfully forced here.

 

[Darkover]

I simply don't want to be here in this world. Honestly why should I? Why should I want to live in this world which is filled with suffering, evil, wars, death and torture? I seriously hate this whole freaking universe and existence itself. Life is based on violence. I literally have to hurt and destory other beings to live. What the actual hell is this?

People just keep telling me to focus on the good things. To focus on some stupid selfish pleasure. Only to distract myself from it like an idiot. We can't exist without harming others and it's been going on for billions of years. And for what? For nothing at all. There's literally screaming every single second and I am going crazy from it. I cannot stop thinking about it. Even if we are gone it's still the same. Wild animals eating each other alive then procreating to have more offsprings who will do the same. This is a freaking abomination. Life and existence is an abomination.

I just want peace. That's it. Is this too much to ask for? I would want to live if this place would be good. A place filled with peace and compassion but no. I have to live in this literal hell. Only because my parents were ignorant and now I have to suffer for this. I am thinking about death every single day. I can't really cry much but I am always screaming internally. The pain has never been greater. The worst thing is that there's no end of it.

This thing goes so far and wide that nothing can keep me here. There's no excuse for this horror. I literally think that my fate is to kill myself. If not now then in the future. It is simply inevitable. Nothing can stop this and there's no end of it. There's no hope. I want death.

 

[iloverachel]

Very well said and I completely agree
Life is pointless and not worth living
All that's guaranteed in this world is suffering and death

 

[All_is_in_vanity]

There is a point to life I think. We are meant to be toys, puppets even for a type of god. God is evil, and we exist as his little sick playthings. In my opinion it's the only logical explanation to this hell

 

[theboy]

true

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

We are meant to be toys, puppets even for a type of god

Either I'm not exactly sane or this is the freaking Matrix feeding on suffering. Otherwise I can't explain what happened with me about 5.5 years ago. It was something like mind control.

 

[walkingdead2023]

I agree with you and to me suicide is very logical nothing can be fixed to change my mind..

 

[davidtorez]

Nothing is better than something. So I'll take non existence any day

 

[Sebastian S S]

This is a profound question and people will have a lot of emotions about your birth, but no one asks you if you wanted to be born and exist. For some people, their existence is meaningless, and we should respect the choice of suicide.