Venting there is no hope for me anymore.

[maidens]

I don't even know how to explain how I'm feeling. at this point, recovery is genuinely impossible. I don't want to have hope for things anymore. I don't want to have interests, I don't want to dislike things, I don't want to exist. I wish I could disappear. this is such a generic vent post but I'm wording it the best I can. I genuinely can't see any hope for a future, I say that I need help rven knowing that it's impossible to help me with the way I've been. I need to ctb.

 

[eppell]

Hey... I can only imagine what you are feeling right now and it must be pretty hard to describe it. I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Has it always been like this?

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly very much understandable just wanting to disappear from this cruel existence. But anyway I wish you the best, I hate how there isn't the option to just permanently erase our existence when we want to.

 

[numbed one]

I don't even know how to explain how I'm feeling. at this point, recovery is genuinely impossible. I don't want to have hope for things anymore. I don't want to have interests, I don't want to dislike things, I don't want to exist. I wish I could disappear. this is such a generic vent post but I'm wording it the best I can. I genuinely can't see any hope for a future, I say that I need help rven knowing that it's impossible to help me with the way I've been. I need to ctb.

Same hère , i don't have Hope for a futur and soon i'll bé on thé streets After m'y moms death i can't find a job till i Can aford food and bills to live , also i have schizophrénia that's fucking UP m'y life .