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flip_bug

flip_bug

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Oct 2, 2025
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I am not sure if it is my survival instincts speaking, the thought of death often comforts me but when it is time to bite the bullet you are no longer exist. We are all going to die and there is definitely an asymmetry in life, the negative will always outweigh the positive & pain will always outweigh positives. We have been designed by evolution to feel happiness when our deprivation/pain is lifted, and the cycle continues like chasing carrots. The majority of life is mediocrity, filled with trivial moments that will never negate the pain suffered. I hate having these thoughts "what if spirituality is real and you will be reincarnated an even worse life" or "there is no coming back from this decision" it feels like my own brain is gaslighting me into living a lifelong miserable existence with zero reward.
 
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Infinitespace_

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Jan 23, 2021
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I wish it was true, but I don't think you can escape so easily... Death is not the end of life but the beginning of a new life
 
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MicahBell

MicahBell

we are not horses.
Feb 11, 2025
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I am not sure if it is my survival instincts speaking, the thought of death often comforts me but when it is time to bite the bullet you are no longer exist. We are all going to die and there is definitely an asymmetry in life, the negative will always outweigh the positive & pain will always outweigh positives. We have been designed by evolution to feel happiness when our deprivation/pain is lifted, and the cycle continues like chasing carrots. The majority of life is mediocrity, filled with trivial moments that will never negate the pain suffered. I hate having these thoughts "what if spirituality is real and you will be reincarnated an even worse life" or "there is no coming back from this decision" it feels like my own brain is gaslighting me into living a lifelong miserable existence with zero reward.
i believe in reincarnation. which sucks, cause i really dont want to get reincarnated LMAO
 
PotentiallyWasted

PotentiallyWasted

Breaths through his nose
Jul 20, 2025
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I am not sure if it is my survival instincts speaking, the thought of death often comforts me but when it is time to bite the bullet you are no longer exist. We are all going to die and there is definitely an asymmetry in life, the negative will always outweigh the positive & pain will always outweigh positives. We have been designed by evolution to feel happiness when our deprivation/pain is lifted, and the cycle continues like chasing carrots. The majority of life is mediocrity, filled with trivial moments that will never negate the pain suffered. I hate having these thoughts "what if spirituality is real and you will be reincarnated an even worse life" or "there is no coming back from this decision" it feels like my own brain is gaslighting me into living a lifelong miserable existence with zero reward.
You make a good point.


Also I love your pfp haha 😂 ❤️
 

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