• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
1. Just for feeling good, serotonin release
2. Chance finding partner, and attractivness of partner
3. The chance for model career
I miss all three
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: LonelyBrazilian, HeckingHecked, Journeytoletgo and 1 other person
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
This is off-topic
 
  • Like
Reactions: Rustysoupcan and PeacefulTonic
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Its because a lot of people in this forum are suffering being ugly.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: LonelyBrazilian and Journeytoletgo
Shadowplay

Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
853
OK yeah I'm a kvnt for knocking someone who's first language is clearly not English, but damn I just can't anymore.
 
  • Yay!
  • Love
Reactions: Snake of Eden and PeacefulTonic
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
Its because a lot of people in this forum are suffering being ugly.
They can still suffer in off-topic. This is suicide related section
 
  • Like
Reactions: PeacefulTonic
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
OK yeah I'm a kvnt for knocking someone who's first language is clearly not English, but damn I just can't anymore.
You are pissing me off. This is not an English literature class, that a suicide forum. And English is indeed not my first language
They can still suffer in off-topic. This is suicide related section
Seems that you havent read a lot of SS storys.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: LonelyBrazilian and RainAndSadness
Zzzzz

Zzzzz

Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
Aug 8, 2018
879
Im
1. Just for feeling good, serotonin release
2. Chance finding partner, and attractivness of partner
3. The chance for model career
I miss all three
I'm Sorry your going through that. Looks indeed are very important in this world and often provide advantages for people.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: LonelyBrazilian, RainAndSadness, HeckingHecked and 2 others
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
You can always be a hand model like George


seinfeld hand model GIF by WAMU
Whats your fucking problem? My uglyness leads to lonliness. I will never kiss another guy. Not all gays are attractive like you.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: HeckingHecked
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,427
Looks can affect how other people treat us and how we view ourselves. Overall life is very unfair, many people are disadvantaged through no fault of their own. I see it as better to never be born in the first place.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Simba, blueclover_. and RainAndSadness
RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,166
They can still suffer in off-topic. This is suicide related section

Anything that relates in some way to someones struggling and therefore contributes to someones suicide ideation has a place in the suicide subforum. I consider the topic that's been chosen by OP as a valid expression of their struggling, therefore it belongs here.

On a general note: please don't attack people because of their language barrier. We have many members in this forum that don't speak English as their native language, me included by the way and I understand that some of them struggle as a result of that. I'm sure @Ch92921 gave their best to express their thoughts as coherent as possible and we shouldn't exclude people based on their English skills. If you can't contribute to someones thread in a constructive way, I'd rather have you ignore the topic alltogether and not post anything at all than attacking someone for unrelated and honestly rather insignificant complaints. Please respect each other, thanks.

Edit: I'm gonna clean up some of the unnecessary comments. Now go back to topic.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Simba, Maaizr, StringPuppet and 4 others
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Looks can affect how other people treat us and how we view ourselves. Overall life is very unfair, many people are disadvantaged through no fault of their own. I see it as better to never be born in the first place.
I dont believe that in a civlized society ugly people are treated bad. But looks matters when you are looking for a romantic relationship, then it gets problematic.

There has to be a reason why I never get an reaction on Grindr or gay romeo, dont? I was on Grindr and of 100 hundred dudes NONE was interested. I am ugly.
 
Last edited by a moderator:
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
Anything that relates in some way to someones struggling and therefore contributes to someones suicide ideation has a place in the suicide subforum. I consider the topic that's been chosen by OP as a valid expression of their struggling, therefore it belongs here.

Also please don't attack people because of their language barrier. We have many members in this forum that don't speak English as their native language, me included by the way and I understand that some of them struggle as a result of that. I'm sure @Ch92921 gave their best to express their thoughts as coherent as possible and we shouldn't exclude people based on their English skills. If you can't contribute to someones thread in a constructive way, I'd rather have you ignore the topic alltogether and not post anything at all than attacking someone for unrelated and honestly rather insignificant complaints. Please respect each other, thanks.

Edit: I'm gonna clean up some of the unnecessary comments. Now go back to topic.
When did I attack OP for language barrier? You better back your accusations up!
 
  • Like
Reactions: blueclover_.
HeckingHecked

HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
182
I'm ugly, but I've recently become fortunate enough to receive cuddles from my friend. I'm sorry you have to deal with this, man :(
 
  • Like
Reactions: Maaizr and RainAndSadness
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Whats your fucking problem? My uglyness leads to lonliness. I will never kiss another guy. Not all gays are attractive like you.
Tons of us have seen photos of you & we've all told you that you're not ugly a thousand times. We can't all be lying. There's nothing wrong with your face, it doesn't "look gay" because there's no such thing as a gay face & your homosexuality isn't pathological...
 
  • Like
Reactions: demuic, PeacefulTonic and RainAndSadness
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Tons of us have seen photos of you & we've all told you that you're not ugly a thousand times. We can't all be lying. There's nothing wrong with your face, it doesn't "look gay" because there's no such thing as a gay face & your homosexuality isn't pathological...
I get called faggot by strangers, father, school camerades.

I also got insulted by many that my face would look gay, too.
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
I get called faggot by strangers, father, school camerades.

I also got insulted by many that my face would look gay, too.

What's gay about your face? You said that the guy in my profile pic looks gay. What's gay about his face?
 
  • Like
Reactions: blueclover_.
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
I get called faggot by strangers, father, school camerades.

I also got insulted by many that my face would look gay, too.
Maybe it is your mannerism they pick up on that makes you look gay. I am not justifying their actions at hurting your feelings but I am just saying there is no gay look. You cant take pictures of different people and show them to others who will be able to say who is gay and who is not gay. If such a thing is possible then science would have studied it and figured out a pattern already to tell from someone's face if their sexual orientation.
 
  • Like
Reactions: blueclover_.
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
What's gay about your face? You said that the guy in my profile pic looks gay. What's gay about his face?
I get called faggot by other people dude biological something is not right in my case.

How do you explain that I get seen as gay guy by strangers, although I said nothing? Stranger attack me say things like ,,did you see the gay guy " its because of my face!
Maybe it is your mannerism they pick up on that makes you look gay. I am not justifying their actions at hurting your feelings but I am just saying there is no gay look. You cant take pictures of different people and show them to others who will be able to say who is gay and who is not gay. If such a thing is possible then science would have studied it and figured out a pattern already to tell from someone's face if their sexual orientation.
Dont share your opinion.

How do you explain I go to university and students recognize me as gay? I said nothing.

I went in military and people said all I was gay, was frustrating.
 
Last edited:
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
What's gay about your face? You said that the guy in my profile pic looks gay. What's gay about his face?
This guy looks gay in a positive way and is attractive. I do look gay in very negativ way!
 
Last edited:
blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
668
Whats your fucking problem? My uglyness leads to lonliness. I will never kiss another guy. Not all gays are attractive like you.
Bruh chill
 
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Bruh chill
Why chill, I dont have any reasons.
What's gay about your face? You said that the guy in my profile pic looks gay. What's gay about his face?
But its interesting you zero fuck what make me depressed?

How do you explain that I have zero success on Grindr or cay romeo? Not even on Gaypartnership. Peolpe I write NEVER respond. Its because I am ugly.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: come to dust
LonelyBrazilian

LonelyBrazilian

Just a boring guy.
Oct 21, 2021
180
I feel you. Being an ugly non-NT man with no experiences is horrible, I am always rejected by women.
 
  • Love
Reactions: Ch92921
R

RottenApple

Loneliness is not a phase
Dec 7, 2020
63
Based and blackpilled
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Maaizr

Similar threads

S
Replies
1
Views
165
Recovery
timf
T
SomewhatLoved
Replies
2
Views
272
Suicide Discussion
SomewhatLoved
SomewhatLoved
axolotlotl
Replies
2
Views
180
Suicide Discussion
PinkgrassBuffer
PinkgrassBuffer
Jealous Blackheart
Replies
16
Views
583
Recovery
sjuultje123
S