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LoveIsTheKing

LoveIsTheKing

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Nov 9, 2020
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After a long, bullshit "recovery" journey, I have come to this conclusion: I was scammed. Sure, if you have mild to moderate anxiety, depression, maybe BPD- congrats! You can get help. But for the rest of us treatment resistant , broken motherfuckers? It's a money pit run by barely-educated numbskulls that love the smell of their own farts. I've wasted my time, my money, my soul. It's completely useless. When faced with real, raw, mind-bending trauma, these fuckers do nothing but "hold space." Quit holding my space, you potato. It didn't give consent. The clinicians I've dealt with? Their degrees are participation trophies. And they hardly participate. Not in reality. So fuck it, right? Who's with me?
 
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MrBigSad

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Sep 30, 2020
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I'm sorry you wasted money on it in the first place. I don't need anyone to tell me what's "wrong" i know what i am where I'm going and what I'm doing. Therapy is like paying for friends. Except its like £80 an hour and sll they tell you is to try harder. As if I've not been trying hard my entire Satan bless it life. Just go out and exercise more! make friends! Eat healthier! It's easier said than done.
 
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Therapy is like paying a stranger hundred of dollars to tell u things u can say to yourself in the bathroom mirror. I can't stand them, especially the pseudo sympathy they give you, or pretending to be your friend.
 
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LoveIsTheKing

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Nov 9, 2020
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I'm sorry you wasted money on it in the first place. I don't need anyone to tell me what's "wrong" i know what i am where I'm going and what I'm doing. Therapy is like paying for friends. Except its like £80 an hour and sll they tell you is to try harder. As if I've not been trying hard my entire Satan bless it life. Just go out and exercise more! make friends! Eat healthier! It's easier said than done.
thanks! yeah, I agree. I've been eating way healthier and socializing. Next step is getting back into my exercise routine. But today I surrender, throwing caution to the wind with my empty calories of beer and a heart full of "fuck-it"s
I'm sorry you wasted money on it in the first place. I don't need anyone to tell me what's "wrong" i know what i am where I'm going and what I'm doing. Therapy is like paying for friends. Except its like £80 an hour and sll they tell you is to try harder. As if I've not been trying hard my entire Satan bless it life. Just go out and exercise more! make friends! Eat healthier! It's easier said than done.
note: I realize the "eat better exercise and make friends" comment was probably sardonic. But I'm looking for a slightly better life before I kms and doing these things has helped more than therapy. Not a drastic difference, I'm just looking for a slightly better quality of life before I kms. I mean, somebodies gonna stumble across my fat corpse. lol!
 
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