The worst choice you could make is to date.

[ForsakenDial]

After this, I'm never going to date again. Living life alone is the best course of action. These days, occasionally when I talk to him, he ignores me. There is usually some strange, needless passive-aggressive act. I'm so tired of playing this ridiculous game. I'm so over people-interacting in general. Social hierarchy and the search for connections are useless endeavors. Alone I was happier. I will never again do this.

 

[ADBoy777]

Same. People interactions are really not for me. It just seems like a game, everything's so non neutral or authentic.

This world is really fucked up

 

[ForsakenDial]

I feel contempt for life. People do, as you mentioned, view socializing as a game. They see more opportunity to mistreat you the more you care about them. In the hierarchy-based game of socializing, individuals at the top have the most connections, while those at the bottom are the easiest to hurt. Since everyone uses you to acquire power, it is easier and preferable to not play the game at all. I have no faith in anyone.

 

[divinemistress36]

People just use each other for survival and temporary dopamine highs

 

[mrelief82]

Didn't leave on time

 

[leap_from_life]

After this, I'm never going to date again. Living life alone is the best course of action. These days, occasionally when I talk to him, he ignores me. There is usually some strange, needless passive-aggressive act. I'm so tired of playing this ridiculous game. I'm so over people-interacting in general. Social hierarchy and the search for connections are useless endeavors. Alone I was happier. I will never again do this.

He told me he doesn't want anything serious because he's hurt after 6 months of flirting with each other and sleepovers.
6 months.
I feel like a toy, I feel you.