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EndofEternity

EndofEternity

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I'm thinking a nice T-Bone and some cheap bourbon, and then a quick cigarette
 
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Bedrock48

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I've currently settled on campfire roasted marshmallows, not much of a meal but damn enjoyable
 
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TheExpression

TheExpression

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Mar 11, 2022
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I'm not sure. Maybe some really really spicy chili con carne. That, or just a nice classic portion of fries from the local "frietkot".
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

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A Bacon Sandwich then a bar of CBD chocolate!
 
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sharky

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Pizza with spinach and olives and all that good stuff. The pizza would be huge though.
 
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Huntfish34

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Hmmmm... I'd have to go for a medium rare filet mignon with a baked potato. And some whiskey to wash it down with, probably some Crown Royal.
 
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unkuto

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Mar 13, 2022
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Probably nothing. I don't want to overload myself in case something would affect SN absorption.
I don't see any point in last meal.
 
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Ethereal Knight

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Seja um bom soldado, morra onde você caiu.
Jan 10, 2022
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this thread made me think.

being human is weird. you have to choose between feeling pleasure now and paying later (eating whatever you want to get sick and inflammed in a couple of months) or having less pleasure now to have a better tomorrow (eating healthy so you don't get sick and inflammed).

it's like, both choices have downsides. at some point you gotta choose.
in my life I decided to feel good in the long run. the pleasure of putting things in your mouth doesn't last very long. quite the opposite, it's very short compared to how much time you feel bad when your health is damaged. bad trade in my opinion.

I'm still going to wait some time before finally catching the bus. I'll CTB, but my date is not gonna be next week or next month, I'll wait some time to do some things here on Earth before CTB;
but what if I didn't have a tomorrow? what would I eat?
that's a good question. eating randomly or junk food makes me feel bad in just a couple of weeks, if not days. so I guess I'd only eat garbage if I really had just one day left.
Hmmmm... I'd have to go for a medium rare filet mignon with a baked potato. And some whiskey to wash it down with, probably some Crown Royal.
potatoes and steak: that's actually healthy. except the whiskey of course. both one ingredient foods, minimally processed, low energy-density, high nutrient-density.

i'm surprised by this, I thought most people would want to eat high-energy density, highly palatable and highly hedonistic foods, like chocolate, pizza, donuts, things like that.
interesting.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

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Yeaa,. I see what you mean and totally understand. Sorry I guess I'm just weird like that.

Cool deal,. So what kind of garbage would you consume then ? I guess a lot of candy and stuff around those lines ?
 
Ethereal Knight

Ethereal Knight

Seja um bom soldado, morra onde você caiu.
Jan 10, 2022
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So what kind of garbage would you consume then?
yea candies are like cocaine for me, at some point in my life I was truly addicted to candies. many types. chocolate, "brigadeiro" (the best brazilian candy you're gonna find), even zero lactose powdered milk tastes delicious tbh. depends on what's available. I once bought a gym "mass gainer" (hyper-caloric) that was basically candy (was maltodextrin with sucralose and very strong artificial flavors), good to make homemade milk-shake. I don't really know how to cook pizzas and things like that, but things like bacon with ketshup are easy to make.

once you know the basic recipe for making something addictive, it's not that hard. it's usually high fat + high carb + high energy density.
the most addictive foods tend to be these macros: 50% carbohydrates, 10% protein, 40% fat (by calories). also high energy density.
brigadeiro is a good example. Nutella is 45% CHO, 51% FAT, 4% PRO, so it's very close to the most obesogenic macros I just cited. they really studied the recipe to try to make it the most irresistible and hedonistic possible.
so if I'm making a junk milk shake, and I notice it has a lot of sugar but very little fat (whole milk has fat but it's far away from being a fat bomb), I'll find a way to add fat in there so I make this combination of carb bomb + fat bomb, then it becomes delicious (fat and oil are the same thing for this purpose).
high fat or high carb alone isn't enough to trigger a lot of dopamine, it has to be both. just like a donut. then you'll get your dopamine spike (and get closer to diabetes in the process!).

I prefer making things at home, I really think that a lot of things that are sold out there are over-rated. hot-dogs and Nutella are examples. just look at the image I'll post below. if you're like me you're gonna think "this company didn't deserve to get rich", because you could easily make this at home, and most of the product's weight is cheap sugar anyway (55% by weight), so they're selling it over-priced.
Nutella-Ingredients.jpg

and that's exactly why, even in my "let's eat garbage" life phase, I always made stuff at home.
they're throwing sugar, flour and oil in everything simply because it's way too cheap and way too profitable. at home at least I'll choose higher-quality ingredients, which may even still end up being cheaper.

as an ex-addict I can tell you: if you're gonna eat a lot of crap, learn to cook it yourself. because by doing so you're gonna end up with a bigger amount of junk available to eat while lowering the expenses, so you can eat a lot without going bankrupt!

if you get obese or diabetic you'll probably be more depressed than before, so maybe this is even a technique to decrease SI, increase reasons to CTB and thus likelihood of actually CTBing, who knows...
 
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FogFilledLife

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Jan 6, 2022
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Whatever food was put in front of me that day, or lack thereof.
 
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Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
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My dream last meal would be sushi, a glass of white wine and beefstew with white rice.
I'm going to die carb loaded
 
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