MoonlitNight
bad at putting emotions into words
- Feb 14, 2023
- 115
I felt like i was getting better. No, i know i was getting better. And then all of a sudden it's void. Back here we are again to square one.
Why can't i grow? why can't i just do things like the rest of the people? why is it so hard for me.. am i just unintentionally lazy? Am i depressed? how do i stop feeling?
The whole world is moving on and im just here unable to move or do anything productive. My mind wont leave me alone and the thoughts wont go away. I feel so stupid writing this but i need to get it out. I found things that made me happy. They dont anymore, instead they now bury me 6 feet under.
Why am i like this? How do i stop feeling things? I too scared to die, but I'm not living either.
I feel lonely. Im just sharing my experience.. I hope i get to read others' aswell.
Have a nice day/night out there everyone.
Why can't i grow? why can't i just do things like the rest of the people? why is it so hard for me.. am i just unintentionally lazy? Am i depressed? how do i stop feeling?
The whole world is moving on and im just here unable to move or do anything productive. My mind wont leave me alone and the thoughts wont go away. I feel so stupid writing this but i need to get it out. I found things that made me happy. They dont anymore, instead they now bury me 6 feet under.
Why am i like this? How do i stop feeling things? I too scared to die, but I'm not living either.
I feel lonely. Im just sharing my experience.. I hope i get to read others' aswell.
Have a nice day/night out there everyone.
