Discussion The weeks before your death

[Lara Francis]

Hi
I am interested to know what things people will do in the weeks running up to ctb.
Providing your method set up is complete and ready to go,how will you spend your time?
It's maybe,just a waiting game!

 

[Dog Food]

Sleep a lot. Neglect basic hygiene. Starve myself.

 

[Retched]

Sleep a lot. Neglect basic hygiene. Starve myself.

Ditto.

 

[Jon86]

I've quit jobs, spent time getting drunk/high, etc. leading up to a suicide, that never transpired.

I'd recommend not ruining your life any further before committing suicide because, you'll most likely live and have to pick up the pieces.

I'd borrow the Nike quote 'just do it' and do it like it was any other day, if possible.

 

[Shewaitsforme]

Drink, drugs, write my note, eat small amounts, see a mate one last time thats about it

 

[BurningLights]

I've quit jobs, spent time getting drunk/high, etc. leading up to a suicide, that never transpired.

I'd recommend not ruining your life any further before committing suicide because, you'll most likely live and have to pick up the pieces.

I'd borrow the Nike quote 'just do it' and do it like it was any other day, if possible.

I can't agree with this enough.

 

[Rocky M]

Pretending to be happy at Christmas parties. Nobody will suspect a thing

 

[sólstafir]

Life is unbearable, too passive to live, too passive to die, so I refresh SS endlessly!

 

[Donewith_]

Thinking

 

[worldexploder]

I'm going to focus on pumping myself up about it. If I have times when I'm scared I'll try to talk sense to myself. I'll also do a lot of distracting behavior such as watch a comedy or something.

 

[Goldie]

Pretending to be happy at Christmas parties. Nobody will suspect a thing

I hate pretending to be happy.

 

[bigj75]

I'll splurge on simple pleasures

Alcohol : this is what i drink

Escorts: I gotta bang

Food: gotta have good food

 

[Thoughtforms]

Sorting through my belongings that I'll leave behind. Meetup with a few people to say goodbye properly so they'll have one last nice memory of me. Sort of my finances and complete payments. Really just prepping for the people I'll leave behind.


Don't really see the point in having fun. Won't remember it. Done everything superficial that I want

 

[BACONF]

Im going to parties, getting high, spend quality time with friends. Petting my cat one last time before i catch ctb

 

[Dizzy]

I have committed social suicide after my friends chose my abusive ex over me this past holiday.

I plan to make my web journal public for anyone to find...(not likely)

Added a "heir" or whatever to my facebook and deactivated it.

Deleted all my nudes from Google photos

Clean my room, box all my things, give things away

Prepare are simple note with the only purpose to help my family accept and move on.

Pay off debts

Maybe selling things so family has money to do whatever they wish to do...(funeral. Hoping to be donated to science or incinerated though)

Spreading love to anyone I can, smiling at strangers, giving homeless food money...maybe I'll volunteer a bit

The hardest part is my dog. I know he will be well taken care of but...it really breaks my heart to leave him. I may not be able to until he's gone...(5-8 years left to his life) he's the only thing keeping me here

 

[Eden2k]

I feel I will be able to find life a little more bearable because I know I'm going soon. Maybe make plans to meet up with friends and actually stick to it. Funeral not bothered about. I have know doubt that it will be taken care of by my idiotic family. The hardest part for me will be to rehome my fur baby (cat) who climbing all over me right now because I'm on my phone and not giving her all my undivided attention

 

[OkTotti]

I have committed social suicide after my friends chose my abusive ex over me this past holiday.

I plan to make my web journal public for anyone to find...(not likely)

Added a "heir" or whatever to my facebook and deactivated it.

Deleted all my nudes from Google photos

Clean my room, box all my things, give things away

Prepare are simple note with the only purpose to help my family accept and move on.

Pay off debts

Maybe selling things so family has money to do whatever they wish to do...(funeral. Hoping to be donated to science or incinerated though)

Spreading love to anyone I can, smiling at strangers, giving homeless food money...maybe I'll volunteer a bit

The hardest part is my dog. I know he will be well taken care of but...it really breaks my heart to leave him. I may not be able to until he's gone...(5-8 years left to his life) he's the only thing keeping me here

Hey there - you just joined. You already thinking of CTB already with this checklist plan? We hardly knew ya

 

[Dizzy]

Hey there - you just joined. You already thinking of CTB already with this checklist plan? We hardly knew ya

"Hello! goodbye! I'm late! I'm late!" - white rabbit (;

 

[Motherfly]

Sleep a lot. Neglect basic hygiene. Starve myself.

Sounds fun

 

[stargazer]

I've just been treating the past few weeks as normal...these last few days also normal minus a little
Anxiety, and keeping a little pocket money spare....so these last few days I'm now just simply waiting. Or I'll attend that free appointment with a specialist. All depends if I find a partner or a partner finds me on here, then we're ready to go as I posted in the partners mega thread so as not to post in the wrong area.
I'm so grateful for this site

 

[Off The Air]

Spend time with family members and chat with my couple friends. Then go on my last camping trip where I'll do some hiking and eat my favorite meal before ctb

 

[Paulsmith]

Doing absolutely nothing

 

[stargazer]

To compliment my earlier post...I feel my luck is about to change for the better, and that I have only days not weeks remaining, until I'm successfully gone. Gone. Gone :)
I'm spending these days before my death, just trying to avoid giving myself away or getting over-confident.

 

[Muri]

I have some type of mini bucket list so I'll make sure that's finished. I'll also hangout with my friends and maybe go to a movie or out to eat. I'll prepare myself to look as nice as possible so get my hair and nails done probably. Clean my room and donate my stuff. The day of is a different story though... not sure what I'll do.

 

[Trashcan]

Probably live my life as normal in case I fail.

 

[Final Escape]

I've started to think maybe I can't plan this too much and I just have to do it when I'm in that mind state. All I really have to do is like clean up, toss things, maybe leave a note. I'm not going to worry about things I leave behind that much. I really don't have much and so it wouldn't be too hard for anybody to take care of my left behind stuff, debt, possessions etc. I'll be a simple ctb.

 

[Tyuiop]

I'm already in my last weeks... I'm working so my family doesn't have to spend much on my burial and eating a lot sweets and not worrying if i get fat.

 

[Lara Francis]

I feel I will be able to find life a little more bearable because I know I'm going soon. Maybe make plans to meet up with friends and actually stick to it. Funeral not bothered about. I have know doubt that it will be taken care of by my idiotic family. The hardest part for me will be to rehome my fur baby (cat) who climbing all over me right now because I'm on my phone and not giving her all my undivided attention

Your cat sounds sweet X

 

[Xerxes]

Just a normal day.

 

[Amira]

I've quit jobs, spent time getting drunk/high, etc. leading up to a suicide, that never transpired.

I'd recommend not ruining your life any further before committing suicide because, you'll most likely live and have to pick up the pieces.

I'd borrow the Nike quote 'just do it' and do it like it was any other day, if possible.

Did the suicide attempt not happen?