mizumono
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- Aug 9, 2023
- 26
I've thought about ctb since I was 12, before that I phrased it like I wanted to sleep forever but didn't understand the concept. And since I was 12, i've been worried and afraid of reincarnation, because the thought of going through all that, being finally freed from it just to get pulled back in was torture and it prevented me from thinking about it with more seriousness and commitment. But ever since reading this (the title of the thread), it brought me so much comfort and it makes so much sense… people are cruel and made this world inhabitable for me, but the universe is neither good nor bad, I choose to go for another round or not, the universe won't hold me hostage in a soul that never wanted to be here. It will let me go, it will let me rest. So, if anyone ever thought or worried about that, I hope it brings comfort as it has brought me.