Discussion The two faces of anti suicide people

[DoNotLet2]

Hello
This is happening in the internet. I don't have relationships with people in real life.
So sometimes I go "I WANNA DIE I HAVE NO FRIENDS" and some anti suicide person says "no, don't die, I will be your friend". So I think okay, maybe they are good. But some time after this like one or two week I feel a little bit better so I tell then "hi, how are you". You get what I mean I want to be friends with them. But they are not interested. So I go "I WANNA DIE" and they stop me again.
It's basically a vicious circle. I go crying they comfort me, I go happy they ignore me. It annoys me. I can't commit suicide because my mind is so confused. Is my life bad or not? Do I have friends or not?
Do you guys feel relatable? What do you think?

 

[lostangel]

Hugs, I can relate to you. Unfortunately people can only help/ care so much before they find it too much to handle. I believe it's because they want to appear to be be helpful so they can't be accused of being an ass.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i think it's because they feel a moral obligation to help, since they've been told "suicide is bad" all their life. also out of pity, because they feel bad for you not having friends, and look at you like a charity case. a "friendship" like that is never going to last, because they don't care about you as a person and therefore aren't willing to bond with you or get to know you better.

 

[sapegato95]

My family think that I don't have the right to kil l myself

 

[DoNotLet2]

My family think that I don't have the right to kil l myself

That's why I don't talk them about suicide. I don't want to advise you but it's sad that you have no support.