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Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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"The true horror of existence is not the fear of death, but the fear of life. It is the fear of waking up each day to face the same struggles, the same disappointments, the same pain. It is the fear that nothing will ever change, that you are trapped in a cycle of suffering that you cannot escape. And in that fear, there is a desperation, a longing for something, anything, to break the monotony, to bring meaning to the endless repetition of days."
— Albert Camus, The Fall
 
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MidnightCat

MidnightCat

Still 3 more lives to go.
Jan 1, 2023
317
Great quote, I do fear more that than death itself.

However, fearing death can be a true horror too.

My father died a year ago, he was terrified of dying, so much you could feel it just being nearby him. Yet he passed away.

Fear after all... is fear. Doesn't matter what direction it goes to.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
Great quote, I do fear more that than death itself.

However, fearing death can be a true horror too.

My father died a year ago, he was terrified of dying, so much you could feel it just being nearby him. Yet he passed away.

Fear after all... is fear. Doesn't matter what direction it goes to.
For many people, the fear of death—whether it's the fear of the unknown, the loss of self, or the thought of eternal nothingness—is a deep and persistent source of anxiety. Unlike life's struggles, which can sometimes feel cyclical or escapable, death is ultimate and unchangeable, making it uniquely daunting.
 
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Pluto

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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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Death is beautiful as it's the absence of life. It's life that is hellish and full of horror
 
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soonnotkoei

soonnotkoei

got my foot in the grave
Sep 24, 2024
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the true horror of existence is existence itself.
 
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whyidon'tknow

whyidon'tknow

Human
Jun 9, 2019
419
In life, everyone I ever meet will either leave or die.

In death, it's all an equal playing field
 
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