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ireallywasnttogopls

ireallywasnttogopls

save our souls
Oct 8, 2023
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I won't accept a horrible life I don't deserve

I'll be at peace soon, I won't give up
 
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ManyADreadfulNight

ManyADreadfulNight

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Mar 11, 2026
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It really is a powerful comfort, as Nietzsche put it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand as all I want is to never suffer in this torturous, dreadful and cruel existence ever again, all I see as positive is the peace of non-existence where there is no more pain and no more suffering, I hope you find the peace you search for.
 
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coolcow1289

coolcow1289

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Mar 17, 2026
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It's an excellent coping mechanism. All problems just go away. Can't pay rent? I won't be here. Going to get fired? Not my problem anymore
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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The best comfort of all, because... we'll finally be together...
 
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dearlydeparted44

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May 21, 2025
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I won't accept a horrible life I don't deserve

I'll be at peace soon, I won't give up
Very well said. I didn't deserve the horrible things I got from this life. I can't wait to pull the trigger and be done with this miserable hellscape. I am not giving up either. May your soul find peace, if not a better world to go to.
 
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