The Suicide Factor...

[dibbydoo]

There may be other options, such as financial because of method chosen, but I narrowed it down to these❤

 

[nonamegirl]

Primarily 1 and also some of 4.

 

[omoidarui]

one factor for me is not knowing if there is more to come in my story, like if i had waited another twelve months, if something had happened in that period of time that would've made it worth waiting.

I definitely had things happen in 2019 that were worth living for, that was my best year in some ways.

 

[dibbydoo]

one factor for me is not knowing if there is more to come in my story, like if i had waited another twelve months, if something had happened in that period of time that would've made it worth waiting.

I definitely had things happen in 2019 that were worth living for, that was my best year in some ways.

Thanks for your great reply omoidarui, I totally ignored the very possible 'upside' didn't I! Forgive Me❤

I've now appended the poll to add your 'factor' so by all means go back & revise your vote & anyone else, please revise your votes if needed, thanks!❤

 

[Bct]

I'm afraid my father will have a heart attack the time he knows I was dead by suicide. I don't know about children, but I also don't want my nephew & niece traumatized by my suicide despite we're living in different cities now. Even with these considerations, I'm still going to CTB.

My biggest fear is somehow my attempt is failed & living in a worse state due to stigmas, medical bills, etc.