Greetings to everyone who reads my post. I am a transgender girl from Russia, and it's very difficult for me at this moment
You've probably heard about the terrible things my country has done over the past 1.5 years. Everything is complicated by the fact that my country recently passed a law banning gender reassignment. According to it, gender-affirming surgeries, hormonal therapy and changing gender in documents are now prohibited in Russia. Previously it was possible
Recently (November 30) in my country LGBT was recognized as an "Extremist organization". For participation in which we face 10 years in prison. Not only for participation, but also for demonstrating symbols or justifying its participants. The law comes into force on January 10
I face discrimination and misunderstanding from most people. I'm very lonely. There are almost no people around me who would support me
My parents tried to "fix" me and used to lock me at home. Then, on the contrary, they kicked me out of the house, throwing things out the door
I have no job, no friends, no education. I can't go anywhere
I have been thinking about suicide using intert gas for a long time. In Russia, everything you need (a nitrogen cylinder, a nitrogen supply regulator, an exit bag and a hose can be bought for about $150. I have this money. I live alone now, so there won't be any problems
My last hope is to find a way to move to another country where I can be myself and live a happy life. I need help and support from anyone who can provide me with information on how to do this and maybe that's why I'm writing here
I could marry a citizen of another country and move that way. Or try to ask for political asylum (But this will be very expensive, because due to sanctions I will need to spend a lot of money to get a visa and buy tickets to another country
If anyone has any ideas, advice or just words of understanding, please reply to my message. I am ready to listen and discuss all possible options
You can write to me in telegram. My nickname is: @MeowMeowPrettyKitty
But it's better to answer on this forum or write to me here in private messages. This way I will have more confidence in you
I don't expect anyone to help me, but why not try?
You've probably heard about the terrible things my country has done over the past 1.5 years. Everything is complicated by the fact that my country recently passed a law banning gender reassignment. According to it, gender-affirming surgeries, hormonal therapy and changing gender in documents are now prohibited in Russia. Previously it was possible
Recently (November 30) in my country LGBT was recognized as an "Extremist organization". For participation in which we face 10 years in prison. Not only for participation, but also for demonstrating symbols or justifying its participants. The law comes into force on January 10
I face discrimination and misunderstanding from most people. I'm very lonely. There are almost no people around me who would support me
My parents tried to "fix" me and used to lock me at home. Then, on the contrary, they kicked me out of the house, throwing things out the door
I have no job, no friends, no education. I can't go anywhere
I have been thinking about suicide using intert gas for a long time. In Russia, everything you need (a nitrogen cylinder, a nitrogen supply regulator, an exit bag and a hose can be bought for about $150. I have this money. I live alone now, so there won't be any problems
My last hope is to find a way to move to another country where I can be myself and live a happy life. I need help and support from anyone who can provide me with information on how to do this and maybe that's why I'm writing here
I could marry a citizen of another country and move that way. Or try to ask for political asylum (But this will be very expensive, because due to sanctions I will need to spend a lot of money to get a visa and buy tickets to another country
If anyone has any ideas, advice or just words of understanding, please reply to my message. I am ready to listen and discuss all possible options
You can write to me in telegram. My nickname is: @MeowMeowPrettyKitty
But it's better to answer on this forum or write to me here in private messages. This way I will have more confidence in you
I don't expect anyone to help me, but why not try?
