The SN experience

[axab43]

There are different descriptions of what taking SN is really like. Can anyone say if it really does involve suffering, beyond being sick and racing heart? To some it sounds as if it was fairly peaceful, to others it seems horrific. It is hard to know which is true

 

[c3po]

Well, my research has revealed the following:

- Stomach pain and a racing heart can be treated with medication.

- Severe headaches are to be expected due to the dilation of blood vessels, and these are difficult to treat or prevent.

So I guess the only option is to steel myself for discipline and perseverance?

 

[Kayla]

You're ingesting a chemical it's not gonna be peaceful.

 

[isthisthingon]

Im alive after ingesting 20g of SN

This was at 4am. After I drank my SN mix. I immediately laid down. I watched my TV for about 10 minutes. Then the horror...I of course, vomited profusely. Yes, I took antiemetics. I laid back down. I could feel my body start to shut down. I remember breathing in agony. I got up and remember...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Sounds awful

 

[Bishop]

I don't think it's peaceful. There's no method (that we can easily obtain) that would be considered peaceful. Not to me at least.

 

[taker_of_insulin]

I don't think it's peaceful. There's no method (that we can easily obtain) that would be considered peaceful. Not to me at least.

Iv opioid overdose is peaceful

 

[MyMomWasMyLife]

There are different descriptions of what taking SN is really like. Can anyone say if it really does involve suffering, beyond being sick and racing heart? To some it sounds as if it was fairly peaceful, to others it seems horrific. It is hard to know which is true

Everything I've read/saw about this stuff is horrible. I would never personally attempt this method and am surprised at how many do or want to.

 

[Iloveyoumommy]

Everything I've read/saw about this stuff is horrible. I would never personally attempt this method and am surprised at how many do or want to.

Really? What method do you think is more peaceful?

 

[Macedonian1987]

Horrible or not it is the only method i find doable.

Hanging - im too stupid to make it work. Jumping from a tall height is imposible for me as im scared of heights. Guns, good luck buying them if you live in Europe. Drowning or train is too violent for me.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Im alive after ingesting 20g of SN

This was at 4am. After I drank my SN mix. I immediately laid down. I watched my TV for about 10 minutes. Then the horror...I of course, vomited profusely. Yes, I took antiemetics. I laid back down. I could feel my body start to shut down. I remember breathing in agony. I got up and remember...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Sounds awful

That's because the SN was not pure enough to use. Can't not strip test SN and expect it to be pure enough to use. New members keep dragging up that years old thread and missing that important detail. It came from a PC, source that is now known to be bad.

 

[Matchaaa]

Sometimes I really hesitate when I see that SN might cause stomach pain, and sometimes I'm not sure whether every case will involve severe headaches. That uncertainty has made me hesitate for a long time, since I'm quite afraid of pain and have a pretty low pain tolerance TT

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

I suppose that's why they recommend taking crushed benzo, to make you less aware/fall unconscious faster.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I suppose that's why they recommend taking crushed benzo, to make you less aware/fall unconscious faster.

No way I'm drinking my SN before taking a large dose of benzos to calm me down.

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

No way I'm drinking my SN before taking a large dose of benzos to calm me down.

On the PPeH, they say to take the crushed benzos right after SN but idk if it's the right timing. Seems it's better to take them before ? But if you are too impaired to gulp the SN after it defeats the purpose...

If only it was simple...

 

[wine is fine but]

On the PPeH, they say to take the crushed benzos right after SN but idk if it's the right timing. Seems it's better to take them before ?

the have been people on here who failed because they took the benzos first, promptly passed out and could not drink the sn
sn is needed to complete the job - benzos are not
if you take the sn and pass out before you can take the benzo - they were not needed, and the job is complete
if you take the benzos and pass out before you can take the sn - the job is a failure and you have wasted your sn and your time

 

[Macedonian1987]

On the PPeH, they say to take the crushed benzos right after SN but idk if it's the right timing. Seems it's better to take them before ? But if you are too impaired to gulp the SN after it defeats the purpose...

If only it was simple...

I took Xanax few times and each time i upped the dosage, I wanted to find the right dosage in which I'm sedated enough to not care that I will die, but not too sedated to fall a sleep mid protocol. As a Xanax naive person 1,5-2mg was enough to make me feel very relaxed, but still capable enough to drink the cup of SN.
Of course the beonzo-dosage will be diferent for everyone, depending on their weight, age and if they taken benzos before.