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Mel
- Jun 11, 2025
- 25
I went to the psychological/psychiatric treatment center and left with a medical referral. They claimed that there was no possibility of a psychiatric consultation there (the place is known as CAPS, that is literally the function of the unit).
I went to a public hospital with the referral, I had to go to the general practitioner (triage) who gave me nothing more than another medical document and said that the health system would contact me.
My intention was to seek a diagnosis that would detail my ASPD, so I could look for a therapist qualified to provide psychotherapy for patients with my condition. It has been months since absolutely no one has contacted me and after they entered my new number in the health system (for contact), I only received spam calls from scammers, who buy data stolen from the public health system.
What offends me the most is the amount of priority for drug addicts that the health system offers. I don't consume any substances, I am completely sane and because of that I cannot be prioritized, even though I am already ready to commit suicide, even the rope with the knot is tied in my closet.
I am unable to seek private care, all I can do to feel better is watch Hatsune Miku videos on YouTube and admire her cuteness.
I went to a public hospital with the referral, I had to go to the general practitioner (triage) who gave me nothing more than another medical document and said that the health system would contact me.
My intention was to seek a diagnosis that would detail my ASPD, so I could look for a therapist qualified to provide psychotherapy for patients with my condition. It has been months since absolutely no one has contacted me and after they entered my new number in the health system (for contact), I only received spam calls from scammers, who buy data stolen from the public health system.
What offends me the most is the amount of priority for drug addicts that the health system offers. I don't consume any substances, I am completely sane and because of that I cannot be prioritized, even though I am already ready to commit suicide, even the rope with the knot is tied in my closet.
I am unable to seek private care, all I can do to feel better is watch Hatsune Miku videos on YouTube and admire her cuteness.
