I would make a list with priorities, create a path moving forward if I were in your shoes.
Just one step after another, a slow buildup, could take years.
First get financially stable, then find a therapist, get close to people you like, get close to a field of work you like.
Honestly, without money, you have no chances in this brutal world, especially in the US, if that darwinian mess is your place of residency.
Ctb would be the best option for you if you can't create a stable income to support your basics neccessities first.
Without a paycheck you won't find help in this messed up world, keeping it 100%.
I would look for a job, any job where I can stick to myself and make an income.
Truck / bus driving, security, construction, clerk, whatever is available on short notice.
With money and a cashflow of a stable monthly income you can start to cut out your own path.
You could go out and find therapists of your choice.
Since you pay them, they are more likely be able to help you with your problems.
In my experience money also solves all problems with shattered family / friends relations.
All the people who spit on you when you are broke and a burden suddenly start to repect you in a way and become helpfull, not hurtfull.
Once you get on stable footing, you can move towards jobs that are more of your liking.
That could require training and more education, yet those that try hard usually land eventually in their field of passion or at least in jobs that don't drag them down too much.
Get in close proximity to people in line of works that you like and always ask yourself "What do I have to do, to become like them and do what they do?"
If nursing sounds like a good idea for example, try to work at a hospital as part of the janitorial staff and watch what nurses do all day.
Then you can decide to go to nursing school for example and get a full education in 3 years in a field of work that has always demand for labour.
Good luck.