The point of no return

[noname223]

Do you avoid it? I like to avoid the point of no return for my suicide. Some on this forum try to pass the point of no return actively. This is not my philosophy. However I see things happening in my life which will make me cross the point of no return and I am kind of scared about it. When it comes to suicide and my future I rather feel trapped and not being able to change anything.
One example would be buying expensive N from my last money. One reason why I prefer cheap SN. Some on this forum told they cut the connection to friends. I already feel with my back against the wall. I would not do that. However everyone is different on that topic and other preferences are also valid.

 

[unreal]

I'm leaning into the point of no return at the moment. I already quit my job and cut off my friends and family.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't feel really desperate at the moment, but I know someday I will reach that point. These thoughts are apart of me and ctb is inevitable for me someday. I have accepted that. There is no more hope as nothing can change the way things are. I do have dread for the future and that things will get worse.

 

[suicidesheep31]

I was refusing new projects recently, also refusing to see people, create new or maintain relationship.
I saw that unfortunately/fortunately people are really able to forget you easily.
Now, I feel excluded. I feel I am not competent at work.
If you change your mind, it is something you need to deal with.
If you wish to push yourself through that, well, it might be difficult if you change your mind after or kind of wait in between.
HUGS

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

I always like to have a back up plan, so that I don't end up forcing myself into a corner and ending up in a situation where I essentially have no choice but to die, lest I succumb to the elements or a more torturous fate. Homelessness springs to mind.

I think it is wise to keep up an act, to a certain degree, so that you have several options in front of you. Despite knowing deep down that I have to ctb, I forced myself to finish the current academic term, as being unable to pass this year of uni would have caused a slew of problems.