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Really, what was the point?
- Jul 7, 2023
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Complications:
The tried and tested method of Nembutal is not widely available as no one can easily find this fast-acting barbiturate on the deep web markets.
Solutions:
There are other drugs easily accessible that you can also overdose on.
Complications:
These substances are not being used in the clinical setting that is assisted suicide so the reliability, dosages and methods are not known.
Solutions:
Taking such a huge dose that it without a doubt will be lethal.
Complications:
Finding a drug with this kind of strength. The only drugs that come to mind are the super strength opioids, fentanyl and it's analogues are well known, but they are not widely available on these dark net markets as they have been banned from sale.
Solutions:
There are RC (Research Chemicals) that have the same if not higher potency than fentanyl.
Complications:
The effects of these chemicals especially in higher doses are not known, they could have gruesome side effects by working on other parts of the brain than mainly the opioid receptors. They could be a good option but they're not all that common on the widely available darknet markets, and finding a trusted RC site can be hard.
Solutions:
There are other substances that have a much lower potency that are widely available. These would be the opioids used in medicine and recreation.
Complications:
The normal RoA(Route of Administration) of these drugs is by oral tablet or injection.
Injection is a skill that needs to be obtained and perfected.
Orally dosing can result in vomiting the rest of the dose that is needed to ctb.
Solutions:
One can start on an AE(Anti-Emetic)routine. This is tried and tested for the Nembutal method and is what some use for assisted suicide.
And there are other RoA's that can result in high bioavailability and the administration of a huge dose, like snorting or boofing/rectal administration.
Complications:
It is not known whether your AE routine will withstand your need to vomit when trying to overdose on opioid pills.
Snorting the pills can result in too much matter going up the nostrils to get to a dosage that is reliably lethal.
Rectal administration is a skill that needs to be acquired, and the pill matter could also be a problem with reaching a dosage that is reliably lethal.
Solutions:
There is Heroin, a highly potent (although far from the potency of fentanyl) opiate.
Complications:
The potency is hard to know for a non-user of heroin.
Solutions:
Not everyone will be able to test their drugs but in some countries that is a possibility.
So we've landed on heroin as probably the best choice for an overdose, but getting into IV(intravenous) is not necessarily easy for everyone. There's also the possibility of snorting Heroin, but this can only be done effectively with #4 Heroin. #3 Heroin will not be as effective to be snorted and it will like the pills require a lot of matter therefore reducing the chances of it being reliably lethal. Then there is boofing, which will be my go to for ctb.
I will buy a lot of cocaine and since it has a short duration of action I will have plenty of opportunity to redose with it and learn exactly how it is done the most efficiently.
There is still an available barbiturate called phenobarbital, that you might be able to use to ctb. But it's not tried and tested unlike Nembutal. No one really knows which dosage has a reliable lethality or if you will be at risk of vomiting it up even with an AE regime.
There is also the other problem of AE not being widely available without consulting a doctor, at least they're hard to find on the darknet.
Then there are the ones planning to do a combination of drugs to ctb, many depressant drugs potentiate each other and can potentiate the respiratory depression that they cause. I have not done too much studying upon this even though it is what I wanted to do to ctb initially. I can't source the AE's that I want and I can't know for sure if the dosage I will be doing will be 100% lethal without me vomiting, for me it is too risky and pricey.
What I will be doing is ordering some #3 Heroin that is reported to be strong, and I will also be ordering other drugs that I will administer rectally prior to this, to get a hang of the method of boofing. I just wanted to say that #3 heroin needs to be mixed with something like citric acid acid before it can be properly rectally administered.
I will figure out how much Heroin I can safely administer in as short of a time frame as possible.
Take this post with a grain of salt, it's not the Holy Bible, it's not meant to be a scientific paper or anything it's merely meant to provoke thought.
I don't think a peaceful OD should be outside the reach of people wanting to ctb, as my anxiety and SI are far too high to do something like hanging/jumping/drowning/gas. So I wanted to provide some information from my research. This is just what I will be doing and what I believe to be the most effective method from my research. Please do your own as well.
The tried and tested method of Nembutal is not widely available as no one can easily find this fast-acting barbiturate on the deep web markets.
Solutions:
There are other drugs easily accessible that you can also overdose on.
Complications:
These substances are not being used in the clinical setting that is assisted suicide so the reliability, dosages and methods are not known.
Solutions:
Taking such a huge dose that it without a doubt will be lethal.
Complications:
Finding a drug with this kind of strength. The only drugs that come to mind are the super strength opioids, fentanyl and it's analogues are well known, but they are not widely available on these dark net markets as they have been banned from sale.
Solutions:
There are RC (Research Chemicals) that have the same if not higher potency than fentanyl.
Complications:
The effects of these chemicals especially in higher doses are not known, they could have gruesome side effects by working on other parts of the brain than mainly the opioid receptors. They could be a good option but they're not all that common on the widely available darknet markets, and finding a trusted RC site can be hard.
Solutions:
There are other substances that have a much lower potency that are widely available. These would be the opioids used in medicine and recreation.
Complications:
The normal RoA(Route of Administration) of these drugs is by oral tablet or injection.
Injection is a skill that needs to be obtained and perfected.
Orally dosing can result in vomiting the rest of the dose that is needed to ctb.
Solutions:
One can start on an AE(Anti-Emetic)routine. This is tried and tested for the Nembutal method and is what some use for assisted suicide.
And there are other RoA's that can result in high bioavailability and the administration of a huge dose, like snorting or boofing/rectal administration.
Complications:
It is not known whether your AE routine will withstand your need to vomit when trying to overdose on opioid pills.
Snorting the pills can result in too much matter going up the nostrils to get to a dosage that is reliably lethal.
Rectal administration is a skill that needs to be acquired, and the pill matter could also be a problem with reaching a dosage that is reliably lethal.
Solutions:
There is Heroin, a highly potent (although far from the potency of fentanyl) opiate.
Complications:
The potency is hard to know for a non-user of heroin.
Solutions:
Not everyone will be able to test their drugs but in some countries that is a possibility.
So we've landed on heroin as probably the best choice for an overdose, but getting into IV(intravenous) is not necessarily easy for everyone. There's also the possibility of snorting Heroin, but this can only be done effectively with #4 Heroin. #3 Heroin will not be as effective to be snorted and it will like the pills require a lot of matter therefore reducing the chances of it being reliably lethal. Then there is boofing, which will be my go to for ctb.
I will buy a lot of cocaine and since it has a short duration of action I will have plenty of opportunity to redose with it and learn exactly how it is done the most efficiently.
There is still an available barbiturate called phenobarbital, that you might be able to use to ctb. But it's not tried and tested unlike Nembutal. No one really knows which dosage has a reliable lethality or if you will be at risk of vomiting it up even with an AE regime.
There is also the other problem of AE not being widely available without consulting a doctor, at least they're hard to find on the darknet.
Then there are the ones planning to do a combination of drugs to ctb, many depressant drugs potentiate each other and can potentiate the respiratory depression that they cause. I have not done too much studying upon this even though it is what I wanted to do to ctb initially. I can't source the AE's that I want and I can't know for sure if the dosage I will be doing will be 100% lethal without me vomiting, for me it is too risky and pricey.
What I will be doing is ordering some #3 Heroin that is reported to be strong, and I will also be ordering other drugs that I will administer rectally prior to this, to get a hang of the method of boofing. I just wanted to say that #3 heroin needs to be mixed with something like citric acid acid before it can be properly rectally administered.
I will figure out how much Heroin I can safely administer in as short of a time frame as possible.
Take this post with a grain of salt, it's not the Holy Bible, it's not meant to be a scientific paper or anything it's merely meant to provoke thought.
I don't think a peaceful OD should be outside the reach of people wanting to ctb, as my anxiety and SI are far too high to do something like hanging/jumping/drowning/gas. So I wanted to provide some information from my research. This is just what I will be doing and what I believe to be the most effective method from my research. Please do your own as well.