The only positive thing about being alive is that it ends

[FuneralCry]

The only thing that is positive about my life is the fact that it is so temporary and insignificant. Eventually I will be gone, and this life will be forgotten about. It does comfort me a lot, the thought of dying. I strongly believe that there is nothing after this, when we die, we cease to exist and we are gone. Death is true peace and it is all that I want.

Life really is such an awful and pointless experience, and it seems like in this world only horrible things happen. We all have to deal with the suffering we are currently experiencing and there is the chance that things could get so much worse. We also have to deal with the fear and the uncertainty regarding the future. Anyone could end up in extreme pain, and things could get so unbearable for anyone which is why life is extremely horrifying. It seems as though in this life there is no escape from suffering and negative emotions and feelings will always be there.

My death would prevent potentially decades of a pointless unnecessary existence. Why suffer for decades just to die eventually. There could never be a point to any of this. My death would be the best thing that could happen and dying is all that feels right for me.

There is nothing really good or enjoyable about being alive. Even without pain, I would see life as being extremely boring and for me boredom can be a form of torture. I just think that it is a terrible thing being conscious and I have no interest in any of this. I could never want to live no matter what and the thought of permanent sleep is better than any life. It seems as though there are an unlimited amount of things that are wrong with this world as well and life is just never ending problems and suffering.

I just look forward to the day that it finally ends and to me that is the only positive thing about existing. Being trapped in this life forever would be so unbearable.

 

[Snatsbats]

Amen. I hope i have the strength to end things soon.

 

[ForeverBlue]

Agreed. I hope to be out of this life soon.

 

[Leiden]

I look forward to the day it ends too. It's all that I want. It's all that I will ever want now. Life is so long and the people who don't suffer now, they eventually will. I hope I die tonight so bad and I wish that for anyone who wants it as well.

 

[Hurt]

Maybe knowing that life will end someday makes me enjoy it at least a little.

 

[September5th]

I normally wouldn't agree, but that changed. As I said before, good things are literally illusions devised to trick us into thinking that life can be fun. In the end, though, it all returns to shit. I can 100% attest this. It's simply reality. Wish last year me would know that and not create expectations.
Humans are born to suffer. The only good thing is that all returns to nothing.

 

[CursedSoul]

i understand you, for me, living is like a burn with each breathing, or an itch, scratching the itch for it to go away is suicide for me. Only romantic love made me stop the itch other than suicide, but welp, looks like i'l have to use CTB now :) Best of Luck FuneralCry, it's gotta be hard for wanting to die that bad, but the fear outwaits the determination, i will pray that you'l be able to achieve it one day

 

[whereistheshnow]

Maybe knowing that life will end someday makes me enjoy it at least a little.

Same here

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Life is a pointless curse unless you have social connections and good brain chemistry

 

[Niente]

I used to think life was about balance. You take the god with the bad. You soldier through for the ones you love. You survive. Now, upon reflection, I feel life is a cruel game - we hope it will get better but even if it does, even if all our wildest dreams come true it all amounts to nothing. We die. Being hardwired to survive, to not self-terminate, is part of the cruelty. We can go out and destroy one another, commit the most heinous acts against the ones we love, yet we cannot simply exit when we choose. Even feeling how I feel, my heart is heavy for you, FuneralCry, and every instinct I have is to try and help you. I see potential in the lives of others - just not my own. I think I am the kind of person I am currently avoiding.