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Hankybandit

Member
Feb 4, 2020
10
Hi all,

Like everyone else who wants this, I would love the most peaceful, pain-free suicide route, which seems to be universally acknowledged as the mythical N. I've done my research and know the only legitimate source of N is from A, and that sometimes his packages get intercepted. I have the contact and the money together and, honestly, am willing to take that risk. I guess my one concern (which may have been addressed somewhere here) is actually putting the money order through. I was going to go the Western Union route, but suddenly I got paranoid about putting such a large cash money order through Western Union. Has anyone here done this? Was any suspicion raised about putting a large cash money order through to Mexico? Anything flagged? Anything I could do to make it seem less suspicious? I read in another thread someone had their transaction cancelled for suspicious activity.

So I was going to teach myself how to do the whole Bitcoin thing, but there was some language in *their* agreement & policy about monitoring and flagging potentially suspicious or illegal activity.

Reportedly some people here have actually acquired N. How they hell did you actually pay for it? Was there some way you were able to cover that suspicion? Does he now raise red flags for money transactions?

Any feedback on this would be greatly appreciated.
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
Yes ,I did.

It is logic to have doubts and suspects when you are sending a lot of money to anyone whom you do not know and to a country so far away.

Sadly, risk is intrisic to ordered it. It's up to you.
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
Hi all,

Like everyone else who wants this, I would love the most peaceful, pain-free suicide route, which seems to be universally acknowledged as the mythical N. I've done my research and know the only legitimate source of N is from A, and that sometimes his packages get intercepted. I have the contact and the money together and, honestly, am willing to take that risk. I guess my one concern (which may have been addressed somewhere here) is actually putting the money order through. I was going to go the Western Union route, but suddenly I got paranoid about putting such a large cash money order through Western Union. Has anyone here done this? Was any suspicion raised about putting a large cash money order through to Mexico? Anything flagged? Anything I could do to make it seem less suspicious? I read in another thread someone had their transaction cancelled for suspicious activity.

So I was going to teach myself how to do the whole Bitcoin thing, but there was some language in *their* agreement & policy about monitoring and flagging potentially suspicious or illegal activity.

Reportedly some people here have actually acquired N. How they hell did you actually pay for it? Was there some way you were able to cover that suspicion? Does he now raise red flags for money transactions?

Any feedback on this would be greatly appreciated.

Their are so many treads about this.
Just read or els ask the source himself how to pay. Just put in the work and you will find or get the awnser of him.
 
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Hankybandit

Member
Feb 4, 2020
10
Their are so many treads about this.
Just read or els ask the source himself how to pay. Just put in the work and you will find or get the awnser of him.
Thanks. He gave me methods and I read a ton of threads but things change, I read a lot of contradictory things, and I was curious to hear any recent stories. The "do your own research" thing has always irked me because sometimes some of the best research you can do is ask other people, especially with something that changes rapidly as this. But I can see your perspective. I don't want to waste anyone's time.
Yes ,I did.

It is logic to have doubts and suspects when you are sending a lot of money to anyone whom you do not know and to a country so far away.

Sadly, risk is intrisic to ordered it. It's up to you.
Did they question at all why you were sending the money? Did you have a cover story? Or did they just send it through? It makes me nervous you'd have to do it in person.
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
Thanks. He gave me methods and I read a ton of threads but things change, I read a lot of contradictory things, and I was curious to hear any recent stories. The "do your own research" thing has always irked me because sometimes some of the best research you can do is ask other people, especially with something that changes rapidly as this. But I can see your perspective. I don't want to waste anyone's time.

Did they question at all why you were sending the money? Did you have a cover story? Or did they just send it through? It makes me nervous you'd have to do it in person.

The thing you said about contradiction here. That's why you need to the search and research for yourself, its for your own bestwil. Have a good day
 
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Hankybandit

Member
Feb 4, 2020
10
The thing you said about contradiction here. That's why you need to the search and research for yourself, its for your own bestwil. Have a good day
I can appreciate that. I just happen to think it's different with a topic that changes literally month to month (hence contradictions). But if I just have to go by past references I will.
 
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AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
I agree with Berlin. If you are skeptical about the payment options, it doesn't hurt to ask the seller if you can use another option.
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
I agree with Berlin. If you are skeptical about the payment options, it doesn't hurt to ask the seller if you can use another option.

Its also because of all the questions to much info gets spilled on the forum. And its also incriminating for people when they start telling how they ordered it and how it went. Also its very easy for law enforcement to catch up on things. Their have been enough raids since june.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Here's a bitcoin guide I wrote :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/post-573943

This could also be useful if you are quite computer literate :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/post-570976
 
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Hankybandit

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Feb 4, 2020
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Its also because of all the questions to much info gets spilled on the forum. And its also incriminating for people when they start telling how they ordered it and how it went. Also its very easy for law enforcement to catch up on things. Their have been enough raids since june.
I'm actually curious myself how this contact still exists, but hey, don't blame the forum. His name can already be found & methods elaborated & stories shared detailed in a book widely available to anyone.
Here's a bitcoin guide I wrote :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/post-573943

This could also be useful if you are quite computer literate :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/post-570976
Thank you, that's very helpful!
 
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Heady_Cerebrum

Member
Jan 24, 2020
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Based on my own reading of the forums I don't think I'd be sending money to A. Isn't he only shipping 5 bottles a week? Aren't there still others waiting for their bottles? This is what I've gleaned reading one of the more recent getting N from A threads. I'd personally be looking at C, but that's just me.
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
Did they question at all why you were sending the money? Did you have a cover story? Or did they just send it through? It makes me nervous you'd have to do it in person.

Yes, they did...You can to choose between several options..........Bureaucracy. does not matter.
I do not know or I can not to translate it.........A cover story?.

You go into the office.
According the country, show your ID.
Fill out the impress.
Give the money.
You go out the office.
And finally, Go home to wait.
An standard procedure.

Do not worry about. They do no know what you want to get it.
 
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Hankybandit

Member
Feb 4, 2020
10
Based on my own reading of the forums I don't think I'd be sending money to A. Isn't he only shipping 5 bottles a week? Aren't there still others waiting for their bottles? This is what I've gleaned reading one of the more recent getting N from A threads. I'd personally be looking at C, but that's just me.
Who the heck is C? LOL. Sorry for my ignorance but there is just way too much traffic here to keep up with. I can't sit reading a suicide forum all day long at work.
 
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Heady_Cerebrum

Member
Jan 24, 2020
98
C is a source on the dark web market.
 
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Secrets1

Specialist
Nov 18, 2019
359
I would go with nothing right now due to coronavirus. There's enough anxiety to this ordering process anyway. That can only complicate things.
 
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AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
Based on my own reading of the forums I don't think I'd be sending money to A. Isn't he only shipping 5 bottles a week? Aren't there still others waiting for their bottles? This is what I've gleaned reading one of the more recent getting N from A threads. I'd personally be looking at C, but that's just me.

Yeah, it just doesn't seem worth the risk.
 
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Polly

Specialist
Jan 15, 2020
309
Who the heck is C? LOL. Sorry for my ignorance but there is just way too much traffic here to keep up with. I can't sit reading a suicide forum all day long at work.
You're reading a suicide forum at work?
 
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xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
I would go with nothing right now due to coronavirus. There's enough anxiety to this ordering process anyway. That can only complicate things.

I've been thinking the same thing actually. I won't be needing anything overseas but for other people.
 
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DeathPurgatory

Member
Feb 6, 2020
29
I successfully purchased N from A. I bought it about 3 weeks ago, after reading all the problems that people was having with him or his successor, like getting 2 60ml bottles instead of de 100, leaking problems or just simply not getting it, I threw the towel and went to EM to get N powder from C, buf because of the recent China coronavirus problem he decided to cancel the order(yesterday) and said me to conctact him a week later so I supposed the situation in China was very complicated, I was devastated bc is the only way I wanna CTB even if is tastes like shit but it seems the most peaceful way, the same day I received a Sms from a private courier that a package were in delivery. It was N from A, so I received it, opened it a little nervous thinking in what I was going to get and for my surprise were 2 full sealed 100ml bottles. Now I need the meto but I feel a lot of peace, of course I hide it very well for when I decide to use it.
 
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Hankybandit

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Feb 4, 2020
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I successfully purchased N from A. I bought it about 3 weeks ago, after reading all the problems that people was having with him or his successor, like getting 2 60ml bottles instead of de 100, leaking problems or just simply not getting it, I threw the towel and went to EM to get N powder from C, buf because of the recent China coronavirus problem he decided to cancel the order(yesterday) and said me to conctact him a week later so I supposed the situation in China was very complicated, I was devastated bc is the only way I wanna CTB even if is tastes like shit but it seems the most peaceful way, the same day I received a Sms from a private courier that a package were in delivery. It was N from A, so I received it, opened it a little nervous thinking in what I was going to get and for my surprise were 2 full sealed 100ml bottles. Now I need the meto but I feel a lot of peace, of course I hide it very well for when I decide to use it.
This is really wonderful to know. We are in contact right now and he seems trustworthy. Do you mind if I ask how you paid for it?
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
This is really wonderful to know. We are in contact right now and he seems trustworthy. Do you mind if I ask how you paid for it?
Please keep in mind, when brand new accounts appear and announce things about N purchases, we have to exercise caution about whether we fully believe what is being written.....
 
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DeathPurgatory

Member
Feb 6, 2020
29
This is really wonderful to know. We are in contact right now and he seems trustworthy. Do you mind if I ask how you paid for it?
With bitcoins
I understand your positio, I've bewn following this forum for a while and I only wanted to share my experience, nothing more than that :)
Please keep in mind, when brand new accounts appear and announce things about N purchases, we have to exercise caution about whether we fully believe what is being written.....
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
Sorry @DeathPurgatory, people does not trust on you. A warm welcome to a new member.
I do,...........clearly, It look likes that you are enthusiasm and that is a good reason to be happy like you.

But, we are so interested to know how did you pay...........
 
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DeathPurgatory

Member
Feb 6, 2020
29
Sorry @DeathPurgatory, people does not trust on you. A warm welcome to a new member.
I do,...........clearly, It look likes that you are enthusiasm and that is a good reason to be happy like you.

But, we are so interested to know how did you pay...........
As I told you I paid him with bitcoins, English is not my first language maybe I don't understand you very well.
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
As I told you I paid him with bitcoins, English is not my first language maybe I don't understand you very well.
Ok , Bitcoins. I just read it.
Do not worry............forget it, just was an offtopic comment.
Congratulations for your succesfully purchase.
 
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lizardking

Member
Apr 12, 2020
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I successfully purchased N from A. I bought it about 3 weeks ago, after reading all the problems that people was having with him or his successor, like getting 2 60ml bottles instead of de 100, leaking problems or just simply not getting it, I threw the towel and went to EM to get N powder from C, buf because of the recent China coronavirus problem he decided to cancel the order(yesterday) and said me to conctact him a week later so I supposed the situation in China was very complicated, I was devastated bc is the only way I wanna CTB even if is tastes like shit but it seems the most peaceful way, the same day I received a Sms from a private courier that a package were in delivery. It was N from A, so I received it, opened it a little nervous thinking in what I was going to get and for my surprise were 2 full sealed 100ml bottles. Now I need the meto but I feel a lot of peace, of course I hide it very well for when I decide to use it.

Did you test it. What country?
 
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IrRegularjoe

Member
Apr 8, 2020
415
Hi all,

Like everyone else who wants this, I would love the most peaceful, pain-free suicide route, which seems to be universally acknowledged as the mythical N. I've done my research and know the only legitimate source of N is from A, and that sometimes his packages get intercepted. I have the contact and the money together and, honestly, am willing to take that risk. I guess my one concern (which may have been addressed somewhere here) is actually putting the money order through. I was going to go the Western Union route, but suddenly I got paranoid about putting such a large cash money order through Western Union. Has anyone here done this? Was any suspicion raised about putting a large cash money order through to Mexico? Anything flagged? Anything I could do to make it seem less suspicious? I read in another thread someone had their transaction cancelled for suspicious activity.

So I was going to teach myself how to do the whole Bitcoin thing, but there was some language in *their* agreement & policy about monitoring and flagging potentially suspicious or illegal activity.

Reportedly some people here have actually acquired N. How they hell did you actually pay for it? Was there some way you were able to cover that suspicion? Does he now raise red flags for money transactions?

Any feedback on this would be greatly appreciated.
I can't even figure out bitcoin.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
I can't even figure out bitcoin.
Please have a read of :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/

The above will give you an intro, but ideally to be more anonymous, you should follow :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/post-657371
Though it seems like quite a few steps, it's not really that difficult, just needs a bit of patience and a step-by-step approach...
 

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