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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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Someone define stable for me because I woke up and took my tylenol. Should be going at 11:50AM EST. It feels like I have cotton mouth from the lack of water ugh.
Sending love and hugs. :heart: :hug:
Happy to see you here.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Refreshed? I would have to sleep eight hours for that. Whatever I might still back down yet so no reason to panic just yet. Just know that even if I do stay it's would only be for a few more months after the system inevitably fails to set me me straight.
Oh I know :) honestly I just like everyone to be able to sleep ;) even if especially at some times
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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11:10. Anxiety is setting in about leaving.
Then once I get there, I have to make it home after the appointment.
I don't want to leave Milo!!!!
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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11:10. Anxiety is setting in about leaving.
Then once I get there, I have to make it home after the appointment.
I don't want to leave Milo!!!!
They should be anxious of YOU! Go get em Jean!
 
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CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

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Jan 9, 2020
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Just know that even if I do stay it's would only be for a few more months after the system inevitably fails to set me me straight.
Well, long enough to beat Bloodstained :wink:
 
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Jean4

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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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They have something like that, only it's a pie inside of a cake or several pies inside of several cakes or something like that. I saw it on one of the food channels.
You know that Turducken- the chicken inside a duck inside a turkey? Well, this was similar only it had pies and cakes that were all one inside the other. I can't remember what they were now though.
 
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CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

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Jan 9, 2020
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Morning!! Are you coming to our party on Saturday?
It's 19:18 there, already pitch black outside :ahhha:.
Actually, I dunno. A friend of mine pushed me to go and meet some new people, so depending on when that's happening I might or might not be around.
 
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Jean4

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I don't want to leave him. :(
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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You know that Turducken- the chicken inside a duck inside a turkey? Well, this was similar only it had pies and cakes that were all one inside the other. I can't remember what they were now though.
Do they make one of those but with drugs!? I'll take 10 if they do!
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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It's 19:18 there, already pitch black outside :ahhha:.
Actually, I dunno. A friend of mine pushed me to go and meet some new people, so depending on when that's happening I might or might not be around.
Oh you're coming, bring your new friends too!
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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30 min.... such a quick time



ironically it's how much time ago the meeting started that NO ONE at my workplace atteneded too
 
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Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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Ok. I'm heading out. Facebook live. We can do this. I will take pics as proof I am there. It's also raining, so I will walk in the rain.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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Ok. I'm heading out. Facebook live. We can do this. I will take pics as proof I am there. It's also raining, so I will walk in the rain.
Singin in the rain!
 
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CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

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ironically it's how much time ago the meeting started that NO ONE at my workplace atteneded too
Well then it didn't start, did it? It needs at least 2 people to be called a meeting, and even then it's a stretch.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Singin in the rain!
I'm singing in the rain
Just singing in the rain
What a glorious feeling
I'm happy again....
I'm laughing at clouds
so dark up above...

and can't remember anything else from it lol
Well then it didn't start, did it? It needs at least 2 people to be called a meeting, and even then it's a stretch.
well one person in.... Kentucky? Tennessee? Ohio? Can't remember, the other in Chicago/Brazil/Germany were in it... so technically it started lol
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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I'm singing in the rain
Just singing in the rain
What a glorious feeling
I'm happy again....
I'm laughing at clouds
so dark up above...

and can't remember anything else from it lol
Bravo, good show! It's more then I remember without googling it lol.
 
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CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

Messenger of Silence
Jan 9, 2020
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I'm singing in the rain
Just singing in the rain
What a glorious feeling
I'm happy again....
I'm laughing at clouds
so dark up above...
...but we all got a chicken-duck-woman thing waiting for us
 
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I always end up doing that full body jerk right before I fully fall asleep. Sometimes it pisses me off because it wakes me back up.

I've been keeping an eye out for Mystic too.
I get that. used to get it at night when falling asleep. Hypnogogic spasm. Like a monkey sitting in a tree gets when he's falling asleep, to stop him falling out of the tree. These days it happens when I'm awake too, part of a highly developed stress response.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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25 left, then I can scratch it off my bucket list lol.
 
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This is her cycle. I understand what she is going through....

The best thing is be supportive, let her vent, and talk her through working out what she wants. Like when I came here screaming after my toilet incident. We have all been in meltdown mode.
Now I'm worried about quite a few people:
@MysticPerception
@Circles
@Quarky00
@SinisterKid
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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I get that. used to get it at night when falling asleep. Hypnogogic spasm. Like a monkey sitting in a tree gets when he's falling asleep, to stop him falling out of the tree. These days it happens when I'm awake too, part of a highly developed stress response.
That's rough! How'd it start happening in the day? You think it's stress related?
 

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