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porfin1234

porfin1234

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Dec 26, 2019
476
Crap have to be up in two hours.
Peacing out.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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Eclipse


I love this one a lot, he painted it at the Oregon Eclipse Gathering back in '17 when Sphongle and Raja Ram were playing. Just saw that you were going to bed, have a good night!
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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I love this one a lot, he painted it at the Oregon Eclipse Gathering back in '17 when Sphongle and Raja Ram were playing. Just saw that you were going to bed, have a good night!
Pretty interesting art. I could use a Chakra alignment. Too much imbalance currently.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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I'm glad you think it's interesting! For now, yoga could help (some) with that. :)
Yoga actually doesn't sound half bad. It's supposed to be warm the next few days. I might go to the river and do just that.
 
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Yoga actually doesn't sound half bad. It's supposed to be warm the next few days. I might go to the river and do just that.

You should! It would be incredibly relaxing and recharging. I love water.
 
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You should! It would be incredibly relaxing and recharging. I love water.
Alright, alright you convinced me! Yea I love it too. Luckily there are plenty of rivers and lakes nearby.
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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Woke up just in time to catch the news.

going back to sleep, or R least I'll try. Hope I wake up to an update post from mystic perception somewhere.

first time I'm not hoping to not wake up at all in a while.
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Good morning @BlueWidow!
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Good morning @BlueWidow!
Good morning. It's 4 AM here. Not sure if I'm going to stay up or not. Also, not sure I can go back to sleep though. I haven't had quite as many sleepless nights as @Jean4 has but, almost. I did sleep a little better last night though and this muscle seems to be healing so, hopefully in another few days, it'll be well enough that I can sleep like a normal person again. Then all I'll have to worry about is my insomnia.
 
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Alright, alright you convinced me! Yea I love it too. Luckily there are plenty of rivers and lakes nearby.
Awesome! It'll be a good time, I'm sure. I bet you have fun in the warmer months, huh?

Woke up just in time to catch the news.

going back to sleep, or R least I'll try. Hope I wake up to an update post from mystic perception somewhere.

first time I'm not hoping to not wake up at all in a while.

I hope you get some sleep. -hug-
Good morning. It's 4 AM here. Not sure if I'm going to stay up or not. Also, not sure I can go back to sleep though. I haven't had quite as many sleepless nights as @Jean4 has but, almost. I did sleep a little better last night though and this muscle seems to be healing so, hopefully in another few days, it'll be well enough that I can sleep like a normal person again. Then I'll have to worry about is my insomnia.

Good morning to you either way. :)
 
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Awesome! It'll be a good time, I'm sure. I bet you have fun in the warmer months, huh?



I hope you get some sleep. -hug-


Good morning to you either way. :)
Good morning Pixie. How are you today or tonight or whatever time it is where you are?
 
cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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Good morning Pixie. How are you today or tonight or whatever time it is where you are?

I am okay. A little tired, it is 6 am and I haven't slept yet because I am supposed to have two jobs today. However, there is a ride situation so I am not sure if I am going now. I hope so, I will just have to wait until one of the other two people wake up and see the texts I sent. How are you doing?
 
BlueWidow

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I am okay. A little tired, it is 6 am and I haven't slept yet because I am supposed to have two jobs today. However, there is a ride situation so I am not sure if I am going now. I hope so, I will just have to wait until one of the other two people wake up and see the texts I sent. How are you doing?
Holding on I suppose. Sort of awake and sort of not awake. Very brain foggy and dizzy. Today would've been my husband's birthday, so that sucks. Though his birthday doesn't usually upset me as much as the day that he died or our wedding anniversary. But I still hate that I have to be here for another one of his birthdays without him, the third one I've had to be here without him for and hopefully the last.

Wow, you're working two jobs?! I know the economy is kind of set up now so that people have to work at least two jobs to survive. It's just insane to me. I don't know how people do it. I'm lucky if I can get out of bed in the morning. I can't imagine having to work two different jobs.
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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I am okay. A little tired, it is 6 am and I haven't slept yet because I am supposed to have two jobs today. However, there is a ride situation so I am not sure if I am going now. I hope so, I will just have to wait until one of the other two people wake up and see the texts I sent. How are you doing?

No sleep and you're working two jobs today?? I hope you make it through ok. Is it insomnia keeping you up?

Can't seem to go back to sleep. It's 700am here anyways so I might get dressed and go for a cigarette.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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Holding on I suppose. Sort of awake and sort of not awake. Very brain foggy and dizzy. Today would've been my husband's birthday, so that sucks. Though his birthday doesn't usually upset me as much as the day that he died or our wedding anniversary. But I still hate that I have to be here for another one of his birthdays without him, the third one I've had to be here without him for and hopefully the last.

Wow, you're working two jobs?! I know the economy is kind of set up now so that people have to work at least two jobs to survive. It's just insane to me. I don't know how people do it. I'm lucky if I can get out of bed in the morning. I can't imagine having to work two different jobs.
I'm glad you're holding on. Do you think you'll stay up? I am sorry to hear that today would have been his birthday. I can imagine that all of those dates would be horrible, even if some hurt less than others. I am sending you warm, loving vibes and keeping you in my thoughts today.
I actually only have one job, but I do inventory so we do different stores/pharmacies. It's just easier to call them "jobs" since they are separate events. Didn't mean to be confusing. :ahhha:

No sleep and you're working two jobs today?? I hope you make it through ok. Is it insomnia keeping you up?

Can't seem to go back to sleep. It's 700am here anyways so I might get dressed and go for a cigarette.

Yeah, lol. And I had one last night too, which is why I figured I'd just stay up..too close together in times.

Ooooh, a cigarette sounds like an idea. Sorry you can't sleep anymore.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Some days I hate waking up... and not even because of not wanting to wake up, but just because I know the day is going to suck.
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Some days I hate waking up... and not even because of not wanting to wake up, but just because I know the day is going to suck.
I'm sorry, I'm glad you woke up though! So goood morning!
 
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porfin1234

porfin1234

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Dec 26, 2019
476
Up to get ready for work... feel like I'm going to be sick imagining what's going to happen next in my class. Hopefully no more fights, kids walking out or throwing stuff.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Up to get ready for work... feel like I'm going to be sick imagining what's going to happen next in my class. Hopefully no more fights, kids walking out or throwing stuff.
You throw THEM out if they start any shit today!
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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I need to get dressed... oh @Brick In The Wall you're almost pink
 
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porfin1234

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Dec 26, 2019
476
You throw THEM out if they start any shit today!

Naw dude, the room they go to when they get thrown out gets so full they send them back.
And it makes me look bad at this point. You're supposed to be able to handle them yourself. Plus the kids walk out and don't come back anyway. Never worked at a place where kids just walk out and don't return.
 
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I need to get dressed... oh @Brick In The Wall you're almost pink
I know, me and @BlueWidow have been neck and neck racing towards it! :))
 
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Naw dude, the room they go to when they get thrown out gets so full they send them back.
And it makes me look bad at this point. You're supposed to be able to handle them yourself. Plus the kids walk out and don't come back anyway. Never worked at a place where kids just walk out and don't return.
well that's screwed up
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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Naw dude, the room they go to when they get thrown out gets so full they send them back.
And it makes me look bad at this point. You're supposed to be able to handle them yourself. Plus the kids walk out and don't come back anyway. Never worked at a place where kids just walk out and don't return.
Man, that's ridiculous! Obviously you can't make them come back, right? So what do you do? .-.
 
porfin1234

porfin1234

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Dec 26, 2019
476
Man, that's ridiculous! Obviously you can't make them come back, right? So what do you do? .-.

Supposed to call office to have them look for them. I've asked for help so much with these kids though I know my jobs on the line. Hopefully I can make it til spring break im April and finally just pull the plug
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Naw dude, the room they go to when they get thrown out gets so full they send them back.
And it makes me look bad at this point. You're supposed to be able to handle them yourself. Plus the kids walk out and don't come back anyway. Never worked at a place where kids just walk out and don't return.
I'll have to come be your enforcer then. You won't have anymore problems...or kids left to teach :pfff:

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