The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Carina]

ok, I'm going to possibly head to bed I think.... I"m a bit tired at the moment.

'see' everyone tomorrow

 

[BlueWidow]

ok, I'm going to possibly head to bed I think.... I"m a bit tired at the moment.

'see' everyone tomorrow

Goodnight. Sleep well.

 

[departing]

ok, I'm going to possibly head to bed I think.... I"m a bit tired at the moment.

'see' everyone tomorrow

Good night. Sleep well.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

We'll have to take a drink everytime someone names a different ctb method or something lol.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

Took a double dose of sleep meds way ahead of my usual time. I like being awake with you guys but I'd honestly prefer death over everything LOL

 

[BooGirl]

I met a nice other trans girl on some Discord server. We seem to have clicked as friends. I'm just jealous of the fact that she's already on HRT, and her apparent lack of mental issues.

 

[BlueWidow]

Took a double dose of sleep meds way ahead of my usual time. I like being awake with you guys but I'd honestly prefer death over everything LOL

I get it. I hope you sleep well.

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I met a nice other trans girl on some Discord server. We seem to have clicked as friends. I'm just jealous of the fact that she's already on HRT, and her apparent lack of mental issues.

I'm glad you made a friend.
Will you be on HRT at some point?

 

[BooGirl]

I'm glad you made a friend.
Will you be on HRT at some point?

For sure, for sure, for sure! If I can't, I catch the bus 100%

 

[BlueWidow]

For sure, for sure, for sure! If I can't, I catch the bus 100%

How long do you have to wait to get started on it?

 

[BooGirl]

How long do you have to wait to get started on it?

I'm not sure, exactly. Hopefully closer to weeks than months.

 

[BlueWidow]

I'm not sure, exactly. Hopefully closer to weeks than months.

That's good. Do you think that's going to make you feel any better, once you can get started?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Good night to everyone who's going to sleep. Time for the SS night shift hehe.

 

[MysticPerception]

Oh is the night shift starting? Well whatever they'll see it in the morning then. I'm home and about to go make my goodbye thread. There is a silver lining though so it's not all bad. Today was pretty okay overall but still bad. It didn't impact my decision much actually I had already decided right after reaching work. It was pretty funny how I left for work and my car just like no. You are not going or if you are you're going to die in a crash. I was like okay no I'm not taking someone ELSE with me so I took it back home an had to get a ride. But anyway off to make my thread then I'll return for a bit.

Hey hey don't go giving me crying emotes come on. I want smiles and hugs. I'm not even sad! I'm happy to be going. Look when you see my thread you'll get it I explain properly that it's not all bad.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Oh is the night shift starting? Well whatever they'll see it in the morning then. I'm home and about to go make my goodbye thread. There is a silver lining though so it's not all bad. Today was pretty okay overall but still bad. It didn't impact my decision much actually I had already decided right after reaching work. It was pretty funny how I left for work and my car just like no. You are not going or if you are you're going to die in a crash. I was like okay no I'm not taking someone ELSE with me so I took it back home an had to get a ride. But anyway off to make my thread then I'll return for a bit.

Hey hey don't go giving me crying emotes come on. I want smiles and hugs. I'm not even sad! I'm happy to be going. Look when you see my thread you'll get it I explain properly that it's not all bad.

Fair enough I switched mine to a hug then. We're definitely going to miss you!!!

 

[MysticPerception]

I posted the thread I'm gonna go make some oatmeal now then hang out here till I finish eating and go to bed for the big day tomorrow.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I posted the thread I'm gonna go make some oatmeal now then hang out here till I finish eating and go to bed for the big day tomorrow.

If you need to talk any time between now and then please let me know. I'm at work right now but I'll do my best to respond. My inbox is always open.

 

[Jean4]

 

[MysticPerception]

If you need to talk any time between now and then please let me know. I'm at work right now but I'll do my best to respond. My inbox is always open.

Honestly I'm just sad everyone went to bed right before I came home lol. Gonna suck reading all those posts the hour before doing it.
Oh shit I accidentally woke up Jean

Ahh my oatmeal is too hot still. Hurry up I need to get to sleep.

I can already see how people don't really get it. Well whatever it's my decision it's not supposed to make sense to them. Almost finished with my oatmeal.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Honestly I'm just sad everyone went to bed right before I came home lol. Gonna suck reading all those posts the hour before doing it.
Oh shit I accidentally woke up Jean

Ahh my oatmeal is too hot still. Hurry up I need to get to sleep.

I can already see how people don't really get it. Well whatever it's my decision it's not supposed to make sense to them. Almost finished with my oatmeal.

Most of us get it. It's still tough to see a fellow human being in the situation. Even if you're in the same situation.

 

[MysticPerception]

Most of us get it. It's still tough to see a fellow human being in the situation. Even if you're in the same situation.

Yeah I know I'm being hypocritical honestly. It's alright. I've decided already if someone can talk me down I wasn't ready yet anyway. So I'm okay with anyone taking a shot at trying to make me change my mind.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Honestly I'm just sad everyone went to bed right before I came home lol.

Well, I just woke up . But, I don't think you need my opinion there.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I just got off work so I'm awake. I'm here if you want to talk @MysticPerception

 

[MysticPerception]

Due to a certain member I'm still awake they really really want me to stay lol. I'm doing something stupid because of them but whatever if I'm going to possibly die what does it matter?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Due to a certain member I'm still awake they really really want me to stay lol. I'm doing something stupid because of them but whatever if I'm going to possibly die what does it matter?

We all really, really want you to stay!

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Due to a certain member I'm still awake they really really want me to stay lol. I'm doing something stupid because of them but whatever if I'm going to possibly die what does it matter?

Not going to lie, I really want you to stay as well. However, I respect your decision (whatever that turns out to be).

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

@MysticPerception well, I'd miss you and prefer if you got better, but I don't want you to suffer either. I also think that with SN you are significantly more likely to die than Azzy.

 

[MysticPerception]

@MysticPerception well, I'd miss you and prefer if you got better, but I don't want you to suffer either. I also think that with SN you are significantly more likely to die than Azzy.

That is true I'm tipping the scale in my favor honestly. But hey it's a gamble for a reason. I've had circumstances come out of nowhere that stopped me from doing it before. Who knows what could happen. Honestly @Kirbster is doing a good job of distracting me to the point where I might miss my window and I'm not sure how I feel about that lol. I should be asleep right now.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Hey all! Thought I'd say hi...
Anxiety over possibly losing my job. Need a distraction.
On a good note it's beautiful out and had an amazing Sunday. Yay.

I'm always around to provide a distraction whenever you need one!

 

[MysticPerception]

Okay I am going to bed. If I miss my window oh well I guess there's always next time.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Goodnight @MysticPerception and I wish you the best.