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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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I'm thinking that tonight (day) is a time where I cuddle my stuffed unicorn and SN to go to sleep. Eff depression.
Haha, I take only a few puffs and I'm high as fuck.
Not going to lie, super envious of that =P
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

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Sep 4, 2019
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I'm thinking that tonight (day) is a time where I cuddle my stuffed unicorn and SN to go to sleep. Eff depression.

Not going to lie, super envious of that =P
It's been about a week and a half since I've gotten high. I can't wait to go over to my friends house to smoke sometime this coming week.
 
cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
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It's been about a week and a half since I've gotten high. I can't wait to go over to my friends house to smoke sometime this coming week.
I bet you're excited! I'd give you all sorts of dabs and flower if I could! I love smoking, so much.
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

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I bet you're excited! I'd give you all sorts of dabs and flower if I could! I love smoking, so much.
Yeah me too. Though the last time I brought weed into my parent's house, my mom threatened to call the cops on me.
 
cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

Pixie
Jun 5, 2019
972
Yeah me too. Though the last time I brought weed into my parent's house, my mom threatened to call the cops on me.
That's ridiculous, it's barely illegal at this point! (Btw may pass out on you) You're mom seems difficult.
 
Squiddy

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That's ridiculous, it's barely illegal at this point! (Btw may pass out on you) You're mom seems difficult.
Yeah she is. She also hates when I go to my friend's house to smoke, but luckily, she doesn't threaten me with the cops for that.
 
BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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@BlueWidow, have you tried a heated mattress pad for the muscle pain that you are having? It helps me when my fibromyalgia is causing all over pain and the timeline suggests that you are past the point where I've would help. Also, muscle relaxants might be helpful. I am thinking that you might have to get some from an online pharmacy. Robaxacet is otc in Canada.

Thank you for the suggestions. I wrote down the name of that medicine and I'm going to look for it online.

As far as the heat, I do have a heating pad and I think I actually know where it is, which a miracle in itself. LOL!
That whole heat vs cold thing always confuses me though & I never know which one to use for what purpose. I'm always afraid I'm going to use the wrong one and make my injury worse.

I know cold is to bring down swelling and numb the pain. I did use a cold pack for a while yesterday—for around 30 minutes or so. The problem is, I'm already freezing usually, and the cold pack made me even colder, so then I had to get in bed and I laid under the covers violently shivering for quite a while and my muscles got all tensed up and tight because of how cold I was. I might've done more harm than good with the cold pack. Maybe I'll only try 15 or 20 minutes today.

I guess the heating pad would relax the muscle or soothe it or something maybe? I will try that. Maybe I'll have better success with the heating pad than I did with the cold pack.

And I know you're supposed to switch them out too, but I have no clue how often you're supposed to do that.
That whole process it's very confusing to me, especially when I haven't had any sleep and can't think straight at all. LOL!
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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I feel asleep like 530-545. Judy woke up a few minago....well just under 5 hrs is better than none for sleep right.
 
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Squiddy

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I'm a little tired and bored. Might take a nap, idk.
 
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Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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Afternoon everybody. Had my Corona Virus Skype. We aren't all going to die. Sorry :(
 
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BlueWidow

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Damn, yeah, sorry if I missed those details in your earlier posts, my head's all over the place right now too. I often find myself in a similar position with bowel pain that just gets worse and worse and no amount of pain relief helps. I endure it cus i have no choice, I actually can't take painkillers due to the effect they have on the bowel, so I spend many nights in tears. Hopefully with you the pain will subside as the injury heals, but you'll still have to endure in the interim. Maybe your pain relief regime will become more effective as the injury heals. Fingers crossed.
I don't think I gave you a very good answer to this post last night. I was not very awake and I started typing an answer and my brain just stopped working or something for a while and I couldn't remember what I was going to type. LOL!
i'm so sorry that you're in such pain and you can't find any relief. They can't give you a painkiller by some other route, like an IV, that would help you? I just don't understand why doctors don't actually try to help people more. What's the point of them existing if they're not going to try to help you? If you're in so much pain that you're in tears every night, that just sounds so awful. I hope you're able to get some sleep soon, even if you do have to practically collapse to get it. That may end up being what happens to me as well. :hug::heart:
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Afternoon everybody. Had my Corona Virus Skype. We aren't all going to die. Sorry :(
SN is a better death anyway lol. Just not accidental. And easier to get the flu
 
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Squiddy

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Ate a McDonald's chicken biscuit for breakfast a few hours ago. So far, no throwing up so I think I'm good to take my meds :)
 
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goomsoom

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Jan 17, 2020
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If things continue to be like this I will soon get a heart attack I won't need anything else to die. I should start cleaning my stuff and be prepared for it to happen.
 
Jean4

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SN is a better death anyway lol. Just not accidental. And easier to get the flu
My head is about to explode from the Skype. People from all over the world. The main concern for America is that Trump cut money for public health concerns such as this, so how will we handle it.
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

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Sep 4, 2019
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If things continue to be like this I will soon get a heart attack I won't need anything else to die. I should start cleaning my stuff and be prepared for it to happen.
I wish something like that could kill me, but my first choice is a meteor.
 
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LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

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Nov 29, 2019
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Thank you for the suggestions. I wrote down the name of that medicine and I'm going to look for it online.

As far as the heat, I do have a heating pad and I think I actually know where it is, which a miracle in itself. LOL!
That whole heat vs cold thing always confuses me though & I never know which one to use for what purpose. I'm always afraid I'm going to use the wrong one and make my injury worse.

I know cold is to bring down swelling and numb the pain. I did use a cold pack for a while yesterday—for around 30 minutes or so. The problem is, I'm already freezing usually, and the cold pack made me even colder, so then I had to get in bed and I laid under the covers violently shivering for quite a while and my muscles got all tensed up and tight because of how cold I was. I might've done more harm than good with the cold pack. Maybe I'll only try 15 or 20 minutes today.

I guess the heating pad would relax the muscle or soothe it or something maybe? I will try that. Maybe I'll have better success with the heating pad than I did with the cold pack.

And I know you're supposed to switch them out too, but I have no clue how often you're supposed to do that.
That whole process it's very confusing to me, especially when I haven't had any sleep and can't think straight at all. LOL!
Cold for the first 48 hours post soft tissue injury (strains, sprains, muscle injuries). After 48 hours, warmth (not too hot) 20 minutes on followed by 20 minutes (or longer) off.
Robaxacet (methocarbamol) is prescription only in the US. It is also called Robaxsyn.
If the name ends in "acet" it also contains Tylenol. Name ending in "asal" contains aspirin, and there is a version that contains Ibuprofen. I hope that helps. I've also been given benzos (diazepam) when injured muscles have gone into spasm.
 
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goomsoom

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I wish something like that could kill me, but my first choice is a meteor.
From 2 days my heart beat is abnormal, I didn't sleep well yesterday it became worse, pain in chest, weird headache but I was listening to music with eyes closed and fell asleep. It was super deep sleep I did not wanted to wake up again.
 
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From 2 days my heart beat is abnormal, I didn't sleep well yesterday it became worse, pain in chest, weird headache but I was listening to music with eyes closed and fell asleep. It was super deep sleep I did not wanted to wake up again.
Dying in sleep sounds peaceful
 
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goomsoom

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Dying in sleep sounds peaceful
When I woke up I had no idea whats happening, where I am, when I fall asleep, my whole body felt so cold. It took me like 2 minutes to realize whats happening.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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My head is about to explode from the Skype. People from all over the world. The main concern for America is that Trump cut money for public health concerns such as this, so how will we handle it.
So basically rest of the world is like "we got it" the usa is like "we're screwed--but eventually it'll die out"?


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I took pills this morning, almost forgot lol
 
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Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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So basically rest of the world is like "we got it" the usa is like "we're screwed--but eventually it'll die out"?
Honestly. The rest of the world is basically ignoring the USA. I have known these people since 9/11.

There was someone from Washington on the call. I didn't know the person. Absolutely clueless and didn't know what to say or do. Totally unprepared to do the job.

I was there specifically for New York. We are set.
 
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Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Reminds me of this story I read about years back. A little light reading for you.

OK, I should specify I want the meteor to be like 5ft wide... in an direct impact lol
Honestly. The rest of the world is basically ignoring the USA. I have known these people since 9/11.

There was someone from Washington on the call. I didn't know the person. Absolutely clueless and didn't know what to say or do. Totally unprepared to do the job.

I was there specifically for New York. We are set.
Well at least the cities are good lol. I swear I think the international airport like cities probably know what to do probably, just because they know it can happen at any time.
 
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