The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Deleted member 1465]

Site keeps going down for me still
There is now a monsoon outside and the temperature is dropping, was cold last night. The weather seems to veer wildly from one extreme to the other. Sometimes I wonder of the whole planet is becoming bipolar. Actually, come to think of it, from a strictly geological point of view, the planet IS indeed bipolar. The magnetic field even flip flops every few thousand years or so.
Now I'm definitely suffering from exhaustion if I'm coming out with comments like that.
Things are relentless for me and I'm sinking lower and lower, despite fighting harder and harder. Everyday is like running a marathon, then being kept awake most of the night, then having to do it all again the next day.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Site keeps going down for me still
There is now a monsoon outside and the temperature is dropping, was cold last night. The weather seems to veer wildly from one extreme to the other. Sometimes I wonder of the whole planet is becoming bipolar. Actually, come to think of it, from a strictly geological point of view, the planet IS indeed bipolar. The magnetic field even flip flops every few thousand years or so.
Now I'm definitely suffering from exhaustion if I'm coming out with comments like that.
Things are relentless for me and I'm sinking lower and lower, despite fighting harder and harder. Everyday is like running a marathon, then being kept awake most of the night, then having to do it all again the next day.

It's really annoying, even if people are asleep. I accidentally slept through not only the party, but potentially going out to see my friend play (not that I was super invested, but still), so I am trying to make the best of the few hours I have awake before I have to go to sleep before work.
Where do you live? Do you think it will snow? The weather is definitely bipolar, geological or otherwise. You may be exhausted, but I get you. ;) Then again, I lately live in a perpetual state of exhaustion.
I'm sorry you're struggling so much, even though you're trying. That can be such a terrible feeling, knowing that you are indeed trying so very hard but still sinking.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

It's really annoying, even if people are asleep. I accidentally slept through not only the party, but potentially going out to see my friend play (not that I was super invested, but still), so I am trying to make the best of the few hours I have awake before I have to go to sleep before work.
Where do you live? Do you think it will snow? The weather is definitely bipolar, geological or otherwise. You may be exhausted, but I get you. ;) Then again, I lately live in a perpetual state of exhaustion.
I'm sorry you're struggling so much, even though you're trying. That can be such a terrible feeling, knowing that you are indeed trying so very hard but still sinking.

I'm in the UK, so on a slightly different pattern to most on here it seems, but I go to bed early to try and conserve heating. I wouldn't be surprised at a bit of snow. I know what you mean about perpetual exhaustion! I honestly can't really remember what it's like to just simply function the way I used to, running round everywhere, working, driving etc. Can't do any of it now. While you are well, you take for granted that you can manage things (as you should). With chronic illness, it seems you have to accept that no-one can understand how much more difficult the simplest things become. Its a bit easier to cope with if you have support but shattering if you are on your own.
Have fun at work.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I'm in the UK, so on a slightly different pattern to most on here it seems, but I go to bed early to try and conserve heating. I wouldn't be surprised at a bit of snow. I know what you mean about perpetual exhaustion! I honestly can't really remember what it's like to just simply function the way I used to, running round everywhere, working, driving etc. Can't do any of it now. While you are well, you take for granted that you can manage things (as you should). With chronic illness, it seems you have to accept that no-one can understand how much more difficult the simplest things become. Its a bit easier to cope with if you have support but shattering if you are on your own.
Have fun at work.

It's good that you are working to conserve heating, it can get expensive. Snow is nice for a day and then I'm usually like "GET OFF MY LAWN!" haha
It's ridiculous, I can sleep for 12-16 hours and still be tired (but maybe have a migraine after). I'm attributing it to work right now, but I know I'm no stranger to it and that that's just an excuse. I'm sorry you have a chronic illness, I can't imagine what you are going through. I can definitely imagine that it would become much more difficult, some tasks seem so simple until you feel immense pain trying to complete them. I'm glad that you have the support here that you do, we're always here for you.
Thanks, I'll try! My hip is bothering me so I'm just chilling out with some beer and music until I need to go to bed, I'm hoping it will be okay by tomorrow.

 

[faust]

Your leaving?? We didn't even start!!!!

Sorry, I sometimes have a state of extreme desire to sleep I cannot control. Very unusual having insomnia at the same time.
How are you feeling? Did you get some sleep?
@Jean4

 

[Jean4]

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

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Good morning! I'm sorry I fell asleep on the party! How are you doing?

 

[Jean4]

Good morning! I'm sorry I fell asleep on the party! How are you doing?

Got about a half hour sleep and I had to drug myself to get it and am very groggy.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I ended up at Waffle House!! Feeding drunk people since 1955! ;)

 

[Jean4]

I ended up at Waffle House!! Feeding drunk people since 1955! ;)

I wish we had an infamous Waffle House near me. I heard so much about it. That and Denny's. Oh... and Cracker Barrel.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I wish we had an infamous Waffle House near me. I heard so much about it. That and Denny's. Oh... and Cracker Barrel.

Do they have anything similar near you?


My food is here! The All Star Special comes with so much!

 

[Polly]

Do they have anything similar near you?

En route to Science Sunday

This really is not my time of day. Also had to take meds fir bad dreams so a bit groggy.

Not sure how the test if my day will go. Also I am gaining weight frim stress eating and sleeping, which is disappointing given how much I lost.

I'm sure things will pick up when I'm around people and it's not just me, a cup of coffee, and the cold road.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Got about a half hour sleep and I had to drug myself to get it and am very groggy.

I'm glad you got some sleep even if it's not much and you had to drug yourself for it. I guess some being better than nothing. .-.

 

[Jean4]

Do they have anything similar near you?
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My food is here! The All Star Special comes with so much!

Even if the did, I am no fun. No money and can't eat it after the Bariatric Surgery lol. Will take the bacon and eggs ;)

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

FML today.
Woke up at midnight. That'd be still tolerable. On the way to work I caught the cold. That'd STILL be tolerable.
Now every time either my boss or team manager sees me sneeze or cough, they're like "coronavirus, amirite? ;D".
Urge to kill rising.

 

[Jean4]

FML today.
Woke up at midnight. That'd be still tolerable. On the way to work I caught the cold. That'd STILL be tolerable.
Now every time either my boss or team manager sees me sneeze or cough, they're like "coronavirus, amirite? ;D".
Urge to kill rising.

Get cold meds now! OJ and chicken soup now! Coronavirus is not realistic. Pneumonia is realistic. Take care of yourself.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Even if the did, I am no fun. No money and can't eat it after the Bariatric Surgery lol. Will take the bacon and eggs ;)

All the bacon and eggs then for you! :D

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Good morning Sinksters!

 

[Jean4]

I just had a death of someone I work with. Trying to find out how he died. My guess suicide or heart attack.

Is it wrong that death's from this forum mean more and hurt more than him? That SinisterKid being gone means more than his death?

 

[BooGirl]

This song is unironically amazing:

 

[Jean4]

This song is unironically amazing:

Being a Jew, this is what my grandmother would have listened to.

Being in the music business, I don't particularly like his vocals or the recording.

Now I'm thinking about my grandma. She was the only person in my life who loved me and accepted me.

Her final words to me was to marry someone Jewish and name my first child after her. It never happened.
10:37. It is going to be a bad day. I feel it already.

So Jean is going to structure to get through the day.

I took my meds. No vinegar. I can't handle it.
Made coffee. It was too weak.
I will now get out of bed, wash cat dishes, shower and brush my teeth.

Breaking things down in small sections. @Sensei. Thanks for sharing your depression.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

OJ and chicken soup now!

Chicken soup sounds nice, but I am NOT letting THAT MAN near my property!
Besides, I'm from Israel. I'll be sick for a few days, but will recover.
God won't let me die yet, bastard wants to watch me seize more.

This song is unironically amazing:

How the heck did you stumble on that?

 

[xBrialesana]

This song is unironically amazing:

It says unavailable in my country??? I know for a damn fact I'm not the only one in the US. Unless Southern California did indeed break off due to global warming like they say will happen

 

[BooGirl]

How the heck did you stumble on that?

I've been learning Hebrew for the past little while.

 

[Jean4]

It says unavailable in my country??? I know for a damn fact I'm not the only one in the US. Unless Southern California did indeed break off due to global warming like they say will happen

Click on it and listen to it directly on YouTube. It's blocked.

Chicken soup sounds nice, but I am NOT letting THAT MAN near my property!
Besides, I'm from Israel. I'll be sick for a few days, but will recover.
God won't let me die yet, bastard wants to watch me seize more.

How the heck did you stumble on that?

Nah. You aren't going to die yet. You would have to eat my cooking for that to happen.
Showered, teeth brushed, cat dishes washed and back in bed.

My depression is measured by my cat box. I don't clean it, I'm in bad shape. I must get that box cleaned.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Me when people say life is awesome View attachment 26755

lol! Well, of course it is! That cigarette butt looks like you could dry it out over a steam grate, and get 2 puffs! Can't see the forest for the trees! (Sarcasm)

 

[Jean4]

Cleaned cat box, put on pjs and did an extra. Water the plants.

I think my nurse is coming tomorrow.

 

[xBrialesana]

Click on it and listen to it directly on YouTube. It's blocked.

From the app :o

 

[Jean4]

From the app :o

Go directly to YouTube. It won't play here

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I think he drank too much lol

Close but no cigar hehe. Sorry I missed the party.