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Yomyom

Yomyom

Darker dearie, much darker
Feb 5, 2020
923
Think of all the people who died accidentally from drug (mostly opioids) took their pill or patche or their Poppy seeds tea, and went to sleep and never woke up, with no intention no fear, no planning at all
And the most important thing- no pain

I need everyday to worry if my method good enough, if 12 hours is enough time, what will happen if someone will find me, what I should say to my parents, how I'll say goodbye to my grandma, how to make sure that no one enter my hotel room, how to not vomit when I'll take the drug.
And there's no answer in the world to those questions that can relaxe me.

I swear, all this thoughts make me want to die :meh:
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Yes, and we have to find ways to suppress adrenaline rush...
For some people it is meditation, some take benzos/propranolol, whatever helps them.
After all, we are planning our death, not what t-shirt we have to buy.
It is a certain challenge to us sometimes...
 
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Yomyom

Yomyom

Darker dearie, much darker
Feb 5, 2020
923
Yes, and we have to find ways to suppress adrenaline rush...
For some people it is meditation, some take benzos/propranolol, whatever helps them.
After all, we are planning our death, not what t-shirt we have to buy.
It is a certain challenge to us sometimes...
I guess, but a deadly disease like Cancer will solve all my problems in ctb
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
I guess, but a deadly disease like Cancer will solve all my problems in ctb
That is up to you how and when to die. You may die not from a suicide if you decide to.
 
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issyishere

issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
441
It's funny how that works, chances are they don't even know they're dead.
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,082
What is your method?
 
Underwhelming

Underwhelming

Before I Disappear
Mar 10, 2020
63
It is strange. The most peaceful deaths are the ones where people cannot comprehend that they are dying, like when people pass in their sleep.

It's funny how that works, chances are they don't even know they're dead.

I don't believe people will ever know they're dead - its not like you're conscious to perceive the fact that you aren't alive.
 
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Yomyom

Darker dearie, much darker
Feb 5, 2020
923
It is strange. The most peaceful deaths are the ones where people cannot comprehend that they are dying, like when people pass in their sleep.
Lucky bastards:I
 
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