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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
I just got the best present I ever got in my life. I wanted to hug that UPS guy when he delivered it today (to UK) lol. Big thanks to all the wonderful people on here who gave me guidance on getting the holy grail of exits. D is a saint. I hope he continues to help people for a long time to come and rakes in the well earned money he gets. Now I will say this though. I am fortunate enough to have had enough funds to take a gamble on this. It paid off but it was still a gamble. I thought, well I am not going to get this chance again! I can't take my money or anything worldly with me, plus I was going to end it all soon anyway. You can't put a value on a peaceful death and D seems to be the only one reliable person at the moment who is selling N online.

I have heard people say that he has accepted Western Union or Money Gram for payment but he straight up prefers paying by cryptocurrency like Bitcoin or Monero. Your choice if you want to ask him. I just paid with Bitcoins. Bear in mind, some crypto services like Coinbase put a limit on how many coins you can buy per week. You will want to have enough coins in your wallet to make payment before you commit to making an order with D. He will send you a list of prices and things before you tell him that you want to order. He will want to know how many bottles of N you want, your name, address, courier of choice (I chose UPS) and payment method (I chose Bitcoin).

So there you have it! Best wishes to all of you who have gave so much to this community. You have provided me and countless others with an abundance of resources and knowledge. I can't thank you all enough!

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These two resources are great for telling you how to get a hold of D and everything else.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-n-files-2-0.82469/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-nov-2021.80506/
 
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Interloper

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You almost sound like a salesman that's on D's payroll, haha.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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Are you going to use it soon?
I'm hoping to leave this year. Yes. I can't keep living this nightmare everyday. There is no end to suffering in this world and I am just so tired of it now. I feel lots of emotions right now. Overjoyed, relieved and sad. Mixed emotions. I can't wait for it all to be over with.
 
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Sweet Chainsaw

Sweet Chainsaw

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Dec 6, 2020
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Damn, I'm jealous.

I was excited about it until I learned that it will land me in a jail for 10 years or $300,000 in Japan.
There must be a way, even if I have to travel abroad.
 
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Lost Magic

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Damn, I'm jealous.

I was excited about it until I learned that it will land me in a jail for 10 years or $300,000 in Japan.
There must be a way, even if I have to travel abroad.
You could always take a punt and go to certain parts of Mexico and try to obtain it from veterinarian surgeries. It would obviously have to be a one way trip though. It tells stories of people doing that in the Peaceful Pill Handbook (there is a link I sent to that in my original post). Or, you could look into getting the second best choice, that being Sodium Nitrite. That was my original method of exiting before I got this option. Good luck!
 
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Sweet Chainsaw

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You could always take a punt and go to certain parts of Mexico and to try and obtain it from veterinarian surgeries. It would obviously have to be a one way trip though. It tells stories of people doing that in the Peaceful Pill Handbook (there is a link I sent to that in my original post). Or, you could look into getting the second best choice, that being Sodium Nitrite. That was my original method of exiting before I got this option. Good luck!
Yeah, I thought about pulling an El Mariachi move.
Maybe I'll have my Mexican showdown and go out with a bang.

SN is illegal in Japan too. Bastards.
I would have to go abroad for it as well.

Right now, the only option is hanging but I hate the idea of going into woods looking for trees to hang from.

God, I wish there was an emergency red button I can just slam and erase my existence.
Sigh...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,604
I understand why you would be relieved. This life can be so horrible and I know that it can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
I'm really glad to hear it, one less thing to worry about! Yes D is the man.

it will land me in a jail for 10 years or $300,000 in Japan
it won't :wink:
 
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Rabhen

Rabhen

Isolated Loner
Dec 17, 2021
147
so happy for you, I know the relief you must feel, I will get mine soon as well!
 
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Death is your gift

Death is your gift

Member
Oct 7, 2021
44
Received N from D also today, so I can relate !

I was thinking more of SN in first place, but like you an opportunity came out with D. The opportunity to get the golden ticket to quit this life.

Honestly, I feel like the hardest part is still yet to come... Overcoming SI to drink N or SN. I already failed that part once.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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Received N from D also today, so I can relate !

I was thinking more of SN in first place, but like you an opportunity came out with D. The opportunity to get the golden ticket to quit this life.

Honestly, I feel like the hardest part is still yet to come... Overcoming SI to drink N or SN. I already failed that part once.
Absolutely. I am glad you got yours too. It just saddens me that more people can't have access to this stuff. I mean in most countries even terminally ill people can't quit this life easily. I am a proud member of the dignity of dying charity in the UK but it is so hard to overcome the stupid politics and legal issues surrounding death. It's a really unjust and basically uncaring world. Thank God for the likes of D, this community and Exit International or I wouldn't know what I would do.
 
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Huntfish34

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Mar 13, 2020
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I wish you both Nothing but the best,. Godspeed ! ❤️
 
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Arnie

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Jan 29, 2021
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Glad to hear you got it. Can't imagine how you must actually feel.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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Dec 20, 2020
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Yeah, I thought about pulling an El Mariachi move.
Maybe I'll have my Mexican showdown and go out with a bang.

SN is illegal in Japan too. Bastards.
I would have to go abroad for it as well.

Right now, the only option is hanging but I hate the idea of going into woods looking for trees to hang from.

God, I wish there was an emergency red button I can just slam and erase my existence.
Sigh...

So if you're in japan I take it you don't want to end up being one of the "train line closed - passenger injury" messages that pop up like 20 times a day. When in reality all of those are suicides
 
Sweet Chainsaw

Sweet Chainsaw

Member
Dec 6, 2020
46
So if you're in japan I take it you don't want to end up being one of the "train line closed - passenger injury" messages that pop up like 20 times a day. When in reality all of those are suicides
Hell no.
I don't like pain.
And some people survive, you know. With missing body parts and all.

I've been on a train that ran over someone years ago and it was surreal.
 
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Elizabeth67

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Feb 3, 2022
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I have heard people say that he has accepted Western Union or Money Gram for payment but he straight up prefers paying by cryptocurrency like Bitcoin or Monero. Your choice if you want to ask him. I just paid with Bitcoins. Bear in mind, some crypto services like Coinbase put a limit on how many coins you can buy per week. You will want to have enough coins in your wallet to make payment before you commit to making an order with D. He will send you a list of prices and things before you tell him that you want to order. He will want to know how many bottles of N you want, your name, address, courier of choice (I chose UPS) and payment method (I chose Bitcoin).
Hi - I'm in the UK - can I ask how you bought Bitcoin? I'm new to this and I don't think most banks here will allow transfers?
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
3,201
Hi - I'm in the UK - can I ask how you bought Bitcoin? I'm new to this and I don't think most banks here will allow transfers?
A lot of UK banks no longer allow the purchase of bitcoins. Virgin Money still does (with debit cards) at the moment. I was lucky I still had an old account with them. I used coinbase (you need to sign up and learn this stuff) to purchase them but bear in mind they give you a weekly spending limit. I think it is 700 pounds a week (but it could vary). Buying N from D is over £800.
 
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Elizabeth67

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Feb 3, 2022
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A lot of UK banks no longer allow the purchase of bitcoins. Virgin Money still does (with debit cards) at the moment. I was lucky I still had an old account with them. I used coinbase (you need to sign up and learn this stuff) to purchase them but bear in mind they give you a weekly spending limit. I think it is 700 pounds a week (but it could vary). Buying N from D is over £800.
Thank you. Would you mind sending me a DM? I've signed up with coinbase but don't have a Virgin account... Any guidance welcomed!
 
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OldDrummer

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2022
435
Paul mate, would you mind DMing me? S'ok if not.
 
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Treeline589

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Dec 14, 2021
234
D does deliver, I received mine today
 
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BrokenBliss

BrokenBliss

Invisible. Apparently.
Jan 11, 2022
522
Use Cash App instead of Coinbase if you can. No holds or delays if you verify account.
 
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WishfulThinker

Member
Feb 5, 2022
11
The last link doesn't work for me, is it just my browser or is it broken?
I want to get hold of this but I've never used the dark web before
 
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Pau MP

Member
Feb 22, 2022
88
Ordered mine 9 days ago. Told me that I'd get it in 5 days and always has been perfect when it comes to send it to my country. 8 days so far without receiving any email. Courier service says they can't provide information regarding the delivery time. So frustrating so far. Hope it gets sorted it out.
 
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justtiredofit

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Feb 14, 2022
77
Mine arrived. Held up in customs for a bit and then it was delivered. It was actually delivered, even though the courrier had no info showing it was even at their depot to be sent out yet.
 
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samras

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Aug 25, 2021
21
I tried to purchase the liquid format from a person called 'B' who was given to me by a contact from the PPh. But the product didn't arrive. Are B and D the same person?
 
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