Venting The love of music in my mind

[Mr.Ruben]

(some phrases may feel unreadable, thus because I am writing and thinking at the same time, and have a bad formation in words.)

Music, Movies, Art in general has given me purpose to continue life.
Outside of that bubble of pleasure is a society that needs to consume the cheapest, most pollute, repetitive, consumerist products and thoughts.

It could been seen as escapism by many, although I do not yet understand its concept perfectly, It had a great impact in in my life.
I've only found having anemoia thoughts with music involved, thus the more I listen to it the more I feel motivated to make positive thoughts or actions.

A recent example I have was by re-listening the album Luv(sic) Hexalogy by Nujabes / Shing02
I don't know if this is a way of living a good live, since I feel dependant of "quality" thoughts and creations, thus moments where I am inflated with un-positive events are moments where I want my brain to turn off, examples of these like to just "walk off" work or home at any time, and put a pair of headphones, listening to some good music.

A wonderful night or day, to those who read the recent threads. and those who are long gone to see new ones.
regards, Mr.Ruben

 

[Happinessisasmile]

I don't want to speak for everyone Mr. Ruben, but I think you're going to get some dark shit. I understand your point, and agree.

 

[Mr.Ruben]

I think you're going to get some dark shit.

Fair enough, my mental and physical health have been declining, lately.

I've also seemed to plan my life ahead, which does not look into great shape. Not in a encouraging way but, realistically, that being bad at studying and heavy work, are not a positive gain.
And a future that is less stable than glass cup rolling over a staircase, wonders me , when will it be so fragile that I am unable to live a normal life, not survive.

May you have a good day