Venting The longer I'm here...

[DeathSleep]

I used to at least try to be a better person. Now I'm depressed, anxious and cynical. I'm not proud of who I am. My family rejects me, I've drifted away from friends, I've burned more than a few bridges at this point and I don't think I'm a good person anymore. Everything has just been a struggle and it's making me angry. My mental health has gotten worse. It's just hard to imagine being a happy, productive member of society. I'm just frustrated at feeling so stuck.
I used to at least smile more.
Anyone else feel like you're not a fan of the person you're becoming the longer you're around?

 

[Hollowman]

I haven't been a fan of myself for many years it keeps getting worse.