Everybody_yells
Member
- Jan 29, 2021
- 66
You know how they say, when someone commits suicide and they are like, "We never thought he was going through so much, if only he told us and we wouldn't have let this happen". People don't do shite when they have a chance to, while the person is alive, and the burst of emotion when that person decides to end things, it is strangely funny !
To relate to my case, my parents have the faintest idea how much they have ruined my life through their narcissistic behaviour and yet they think my depression is causal effect because of other factors like current unemployment predicament. And still, the strange part is that if I die tomorrow? They are going to be heart broken. Nothing gives me a reason to stay alive a day longer in this world and yet due to the limitations in the availability of the resources and a full proof time for any available (Hanging in this case) is making me stall my attempt. But amongst them, there is also the disgrace I bring upon my family. They never were proud of their kid, and I wouldn't want to double that up with my own doing.
Ah..! Just the vent.
To relate to my case, my parents have the faintest idea how much they have ruined my life through their narcissistic behaviour and yet they think my depression is causal effect because of other factors like current unemployment predicament. And still, the strange part is that if I die tomorrow? They are going to be heart broken. Nothing gives me a reason to stay alive a day longer in this world and yet due to the limitations in the availability of the resources and a full proof time for any available (Hanging in this case) is making me stall my attempt. But amongst them, there is also the disgrace I bring upon my family. They never were proud of their kid, and I wouldn't want to double that up with my own doing.
Ah..! Just the vent.