
dogemn
All the nights I don't die
- May 30, 2023
- 70
So how do you deal with extreme loneliness? Is loneliness part of the reason you want to CTB?
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I feel you, I'm exactly the same. Actually, I'm guilty of not being able to keep to myself because I wanted friends, and I ended up hurting people three times already...Definitely. I feel like there's a void inside of me and I crave for someone to fill it. But I keep myself away from relationships because I believe it would be unfair to the other person, they would put effort and give me affection that I need while I can only hurt them due to my personality and struggles with mental health. I think I'm better off alone so that I don't ruin people's lives and it drives me crazy
I can't 'deal with it', that's why I have 2000 posts here--35 years together, then she dies in just 4 daysSo how do you deal with extreme loneliness? Is loneliness part of the reason you want to CTB?
Just out of curiosity, do you like cats? Or animals in general, you seem like someone who would.I personally think it's better to be alone, other people cannot be trusted and relied on anyway, they very often create much more suffering, humans are the worst species to me. I wish to cease existing as I wish to find peace from this futile and harmful existence not because of loneliness, I've always preferred to avoid other people.
Yes, I do, animals will always be better than humans.Just out of curiosity, do you like cats? Or animals in general, you seem like someone who would.
this is 100% true, we should not exist on this planet to do the harm we collectively do.I personally think it's better to be alone, other people cannot be trusted and relied on anyway, they very often create much more suffering, humans are the worst species to me. I wish to cease existing as I wish to find peace from this futile and harmful existence not because of loneliness, I've always preferred to avoid other people.
Typically I deal with extreme loneliness by pretending that I'm not lonely. I know it sounds fucked up, but if you play a little imagination game you'll soon get used to your own company and feel a little less lonely. Also, I recommend talking to yourself. Sitting in a quiet room with nobody makes your thoughts rush to the front of your mind, but if you're blabbering on to yourself about your day, it at least makes you feel like SOMEONE is there. It feels slightly less lonely. I also like to talk to myself while I do activities to distract myself from my loneliness. sometimes I pretend I'm playing with someone else and dictate everything I do. React to the activity, if you drop something, even just a subtle "oh shit, let me pick that back up" makes me feel less alone. It makes me feel real. like I exist.So how do you deal with extreme loneliness? Is loneliness part of the reason you want to CTB?
I agree, humans can be absolutely horrible to other humans and I've experienced that throughout my whole life (bullying, child abuse, neglect, violence, etc.). That's part of the reason I don't seek out human companionship so much.I personally think it's better to be alone, other people cannot be trusted and relied on anyway, they very often create much more suffering, humans are the worst species to me. I wish to cease existing as I wish to find peace from this futile and harmful existence not because of loneliness, I've always preferred to avoid other people.
Who doesn't?Just out of curiosity, do you like cats?
Strangely I don't have the desire for companionship. I'm aroace though, so maybe that's a factor. I actually enjoy extreme loneliness, I like to be by myself. I hate seeing or interacting with other people, I also have social anxiety. Granted I'm neurodivergent (Asperger's/autism, ADHD, and social anxiety) and probably avoidant and schizoid…Loneliness is not part of the reason why I want to ctb, it's more due to other factors (like being a failure lol)So how do you deal with extreme loneliness? Is loneliness part of the reason you want to CTB?
Yes but maybe becoming less so. Not because I'm not lonely. But because I just hate people. My desire to be around people iow for this reason. Once you struggle to see people as good or decent spending time with people or building relationships suddenly becomes unimportant. I just don't care anymore. If I don't respect you why would I want to be around you.So how do you deal with extreme loneliness? Is loneliness part of the reason you want to CTB?
Nope don't like them.Who doesn't?
I feel like everyone on this site loves cats because they're an introvert's best friend.