leaftomb
let's live fast and die young
- Jun 15, 2024
- 76
My dad recently turned 60, and for some reason it made me feel incredibly guilty for wanting to CTB before even reaching 20. I'm an only child, and still pretty young, not even out of highschool yet. I feel bad leaving my parents "alone", and that they won't get to see me graduate from college, get married, etc. My dad always talks about how he could die tomorrow for all we know, but it pains me so much to imagine how he'll feel if I do pass before him, which is most likely. I guess I feel guilty for not being able to stay for them, at least. I'm trying to hold on until I move out to CTB so maybe it won't be as harsh for them, but it probably doesn't change much. I just hope they realize it isn't their fault.