goodoldnoname923
Wanting to find peace
- Mar 28, 2024
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Seems somewhat ironic I know,I wouldn't say i fear death itself but more the slow fall into said demise,the pain is it more painful than the emotional pain i'm going through i suppose that's subjective i dont deal with pain well period but i guess its also the anxiety of the whole thing and dying alone and having no one care when you pass…its a combination of things for me really…I remember many years ago when i felt i was close to ending it all and i cowered out..looking at the life i've lived the mistakes i've made and the things i've done i regret that decision and i just wish i could retecfiy it but I can't seem to go through with it no matter how hard i try
