worldexploder

worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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In 2016, I created a Facebook account then added everyone from countries that sold N. About a week later, I found someone who was ready to give me some (so to speak). I befriended her, explained why I needed it....which was a lie. Told her I needed it for back pain and to help me sleep. She agreed to it. When I offered her 300 dollars in cash money...she declined and said she couldn't charge a "friend".

When I told her how much I needed, she got scared and said she would "think about it". A week later she ultimately declined because they take finger prints in her country when mailing overseas packages. She also did some research online about N and suicide. I felt deviststed. I almost got my dream god damnit! I deleted my account then threw myself a pity party. I was even going to order the N purity testing kit!

Not too many people can say that they almost got N for free from half way around the world. I should have kept trying to find someone else instead of shutting my entire account down.

I don't trust the dark web or any of that bitcoin bs. I am going to try the Facebook Method again. I'd say it's our best bet.
 
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ThisIsTheEnd

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Aug 22, 2018
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Honestly, it sounds like a pretty nice way to get it, just be sure to not supply them with your actual address, try to get a postbox (I can't remember what they are called) or something somewhere else away from your house. Just as a precaution.
 
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worldexploder

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Honestly, it sounds like a pretty nice way to get it, just be sure to not supply them with your actual address, try to get a postbox (I can't remember what they are called) or something somewhere else away from your house. Just as a precaution.
At that point, i just told her not to leave a return address for her own safety. I knew I may get caught but was willing to give it a go.
 
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ThisIsTheEnd

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Aug 22, 2018
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At that point, i just told her not to leave a return address for her own safety. I knew I may get caught but was willing to give it a go.
Not just getting caught, but in case they inform the authorities in your area as to where you live and what you are trying to do.
 
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Not just getting caught, but in case they inform the authorities in your area as to where you live and what you are trying to do.
That's a possibility. I'd customs catches something that "ain't right" they will contact the authorities. It probably wouldn't happen. Customs is not that responsible to begin with.
 
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RacilyDank

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Sep 3, 2018
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Sorry, but I don't agree with this.

That person will be unwillingly complicit in your death and potentially implicated in assisted suicide.
 
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couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
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Sorry, but I don't agree with this.

That person will be unwillingly complicit in your death and potentially implicated in assisted suicide.
after u receive the package you just ghost the person

he/she will never know
 
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ThisIsTheEnd

Waste of oxygen
Aug 22, 2018
90
Sorry, but I don't agree with this.

That person will be unwillingly complicit in your death and potentially implicated in assisted suicide.
I mean, is it really that different from buying it in person? The difference is that it is over Facebook instead of being in person. In this circumstance, the person wanted to send it for free, but most would want payment.
 
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samhelloall9

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Jul 16, 2018
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In 2016, I created a Facebook account then added everyone from countries that sold N. About a week later, I found someone who was ready to give me some (so to speak). I befriended her, explained why I needed it....which was a lie. Told her I needed it for back pain and to help me sleep. She agreed to it. When I offered her 300 dollars in cash money...she declined and said she couldn't charge a "friend".

When I told her how much I needed, she got scared and said she would "think about it". A week later she ultimately declined because they take finger prints in her country when mailing overseas packages. She also did some research online about N and suicide. I felt deviststed. I almost got my dream god damnit! I deleted my account then threw myself a pity party. I was even going to order the N purity testing kit!

Not too many people can say that they almost got N for free from half way around the world. I should have kept trying to find someone else instead of shutting my entire account down.

I don't trust the dark web or any of that bitcoin bs. I am going to try the Facebook Method again. I'd say it's our best bet.
Legend. Best of luck to you. It's a great pub story though too.
 
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samhelloall9

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Jul 16, 2018
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Don't forget anti-emetics boss.
 
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Ben

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Sep 12, 2018
784
$182,500. That is what a N dealer can make if they average at least one sale per day. I would only trust the verified sources. Anything else is a gamble that you unfortunately can't blame on anybody.

There is serious money in taking advantage of people in our situation.
 
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worldexploder

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$182,500. That is what a N dealer can make if they average at least one sale per day. I would only trust the verified sources. Anything else is a gamble that you unfortunately can't blame on anybody.

There is serious money in taking advantage of people in our situation.
Dang that's a lot of money! I'm very uneducated about stuff like the dark web and bitcoin. I am risk averse by nature. This is why I think trying to friend people on Facebook from countries that sale the stuff is the best way to go. I could buy the N testing kit from Exit International to make sure the product is solid.
 
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worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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Sorry, but I don't agree with this.

That person will be unwillingly complicit in your death and potentially implicated in assisted suicide.
This is why I would tell them not to give a return address,
 
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Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Sorry, but I don't agree with this.

That person will be unwillingly complicit in your death and potentially implicated in assisted suicide.

This. Why on earth would you trick a stranger into being an accomplice in your suicide? Being suicidal doesn't mean you don't need to have any morals anymore either.

This fb method is just about the most awfull way i've ever heard about to get N.

$182,500. That is what a N dealer can make if they average at least one sale per day. I would only trust the verified sources. Anything else is a gamble that you unfortunately can't blame on anybody.


There is serious money in taking advantage of people in our situation.

Who is taking advantage here? He is offering an illegal service for people looking for a way out of this life because they can't get it legally. Sure he is making a ton of money off of people who want to ctb but the people ordering it know very well it's illegal and he is making a profit. It's not scamming.

In my eyes both side are coming out on the plus side of the deal. There's no losers here because both get what they wanted.
 
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Ben

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Sep 12, 2018
784
Dang that's a lot of money! I'm very uneducated about stuff like the dark web and bitcoin. I am risk averse by nature. This is why I think trying to friend people on Facebook from countries that sale the stuff is the best way to go. I could buy the N testing kit from Exit International to make sure the product is solid.

If your comfortable with a Facebook interaction, but nervous about the dark web. The dark web is not some great mystery you have to waste your time readin about. There is inappropriate stuff there of course...but I would sooner make an anonymous interaction on the dark web before I make a interaction on Facebook where all my info is there for anybody who looks.

We all think these popular sites are safe. When in reality...look at what the at what the F B fucking I said when asked about their main source of information l. Ready? It's your Facebook. Your profile picture is probably selling skin cream in China as we speak
 
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RacilyDank

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Sep 3, 2018
321
I'm sorry dude, I'm very drunk, what was your point again? Not trying to be rude or anything.
No worries. My point was that by doing this, you're implicating an innocent person in facilitating your death. We can philosophise about our right to choose but if they wouldn't have chosen to help you end your life that's not fair on them.

Just imagine how they'd feel if they found out they'd supplied you with the means to kill yourself.

Not by any means berating you for thinking of going down this route, I truly understand your desperation.
 
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worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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No worries. My point was that by doing this, you're implicating an innocent person in facilitating your death. We can philosophise about our right to choose but if they wouldn't have chosen to help you end your life that's not fair on them.

Just imagine how they'd feel if they found out they'd supplied you with the means to kill yourself.

Not by any means berating you for thinking of going down this route, I truly understand your desperation.
I defiantly get your point and can see how it's sort of a dick move, I'm desperate what can i say? I don't want them to know that they helped me liberate myself anyway. If they don't send a return address they won't get into trouble, if they didn't know I used N to terminate myself, then no emotional harm done.
 
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worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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Just wanted to ask you if you're stoned...
Unfortunately, marijuana makes me anxious. Instead my drug of choice is alcohol. Been drinking for about 14 hours now.
 
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samhelloall9

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Jul 16, 2018
297
(Best joke)

The second coming.
 
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RacilyDank

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Sep 3, 2018
321
I defiantly get your point and can see how it's sort of a dick move, I'm desperate what can i say? I don't want them to know that they helped me liberate myself anyway. If they don't send a return address they won't get into trouble, if they didn't know I used N to terminate myself, then no emotional harm done.
I get it. If they don't know then, no harm no foul. But really they must've clocked it when you asked for such a large amount of the stuff!
 
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RacilyDank

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Sep 3, 2018
321
Unfortunately, marijuana makes me anxious. Instead my drug of choice is alcohol. Been drinking for about 14 hours now.
I feel you. When I'm well and/or midly hypomanic (still up for debate!) weed is my drug of choice (half an ounce a week last time) and it has a positive effect (chilled/happy/creative/high), but when I'm unwell (anxious and depressed) all it does is exacerbate the anxiety, so I've turned to drink. I'm ashamed to admit it, but I had a beer first thing this morning, which isn't something I ever saw myself doing.
 
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Slacker

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Aug 17, 2018
298
I h8 u @ all
 
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bbq1

Gone
Aug 3, 2018
323
You could ask for 1 bottle of 100ml as thats the standard size anyway, then if you get it, ask for another 3 months later, looks a bit less fishy.
But never chat on fb, take the convo to protonmail email as soon as it's looking good.
Anyway, stop drinking and go to sleep for 10 hours.
Nighty night.
 
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