Self-help group extra meeting

[noname223]

Last Week I became acute suicidal because of College pressure and two women rejected. One of the belongs to my self-help group. We had an extra Meeting recently. The woman who rejected me came and the woman I have secretly a Crush on. I was not sure how awkward this gonna be. When I was rejected it hurt like hell. She told me she decides for her bf. It Was the first Meeting after that incident. I did not want to Sound whiny or pathetic. Like getting acute suicidal over being rejected. I hid it perfectly. I was quite funny all the Thing time. I dropped so many high quality jokes. The people considered me hilarious. But actually I do All These Jokes only for the woman I have a Crush on. I think the woman who rejected me noticed how I starred at the woman I have a crush on. Which pissed her off a little bit. She took shots at me and I reacted cool. This was so good for my ego and self-esteem. The only Issue the woman I have a crush on signaled me she does not want to have a relationship with me once. But today she gave me positive vibes. Sometimes I struggle to talk to her because I am so nervous around her. I was not very nervous this time simply because of the insane Things that happened last Week.

I told none of them that I am in the clinic. Except for one and someone else knew it because I met his Ex in the clinic area. I need to get the Phone number of the woman I have a crush on. It felt so good making this woman jealous who rejected me.

I did not Post it yesterday because it made me manic. But I had a good talk with a staff member of the clinic. I told her how serious the situation on Tuesday was, that I even considered to repeat it and that I need a therapist. It helped me to calm down. I told her I want to play with open cards

 

[noname223]

I had the feeling that the woman who rejected me Was sort of pissed I was interested in someone else yesterday. It felt very good. I need a woman that is there for me in good and Bad Times. I had the feeling I would have been a number for her. She dumped her last Boyfriend for her current Boyfriend. And now she considered to leave her current bf for me. That's a Red flag for me. Interestingly, I thought I was attracted by intelligence and sophisticated exchanges. But with her it was rather exhausting. I disliked the feeling someone only Likes me because I am smart or for my brain.

 

[CatLove56]

Last Week I became acute suicidal because of College pressure and two women rejected. One of the belongs to my self-help group. We had an extra Meeting recently. The woman who rejected me came and the woman I have secretly a Crush on. I was not sure how awkward this gonna be. When I was rejected it hurt like hell. She told me she decides for her bf. It Was the first Meeting after that incident. I did not want to Sound whiny or pathetic. Like getting acute suicidal over being rejected. I hid it perfectly. I was quite funny all the Thing time. I dropped so many high quality jokes. The people considered me hilarious. But actually I do All These Jokes only for the woman I have a Crush on. I think the woman who rejected me noticed how I starred at the woman I have a crush on. Which pissed her off a little bit. She took shots at me and I reacted cool. This was so good for my ego and self-esteem. The only Issue the woman I have a crush on signaled me she does not want to have a relationship with me once. But today she gave me positive vibes. Sometimes I struggle to talk to her because I am so nervous around her. I was not very nervous this time simply because of the insane Things that happened last Week.

I told none of them that I am in the clinic. Except for one and someone else knew it because I met his Ex in the clinic area. I need to get the Phone number of the woman I have a crush on. It felt so good making this woman jealous who rejected me.

I did not Post it yesterday because it made me manic. But I had a good talk with a staff member of the clinic. I told her how serious the situation on Tuesday was, that I even considered to repeat it and that I need a therapist. It helped me to calm down. I told her I want to play with open cards

hmm I'm a bit emotionally exhausted so forgive me but it sounds like, you're to focused on several different people and need to focus on the one that likes you and pursue that.

I had the feeling that the woman who rejected me Was sort of pissed I was interested in someone else yesterday. It felt very good. I need a woman that is there for me in good and Bad Times. I had the feeling I would have been a number for her. She dumped her last Boyfriend for her current Boyfriend. And now she considered to leave her current bf for me. That's a Red flag for me. Interestingly, I thought I was attracted by intelligence and sophisticated exchanges. But with her it was rather exhausting. I disliked the feeling someone only Likes me because I am smart or for my brain.

I would not worry about making someone else jealous so anyone that shows interest in you pursue that but watch for red flags like you suggest about someone who seems to break up a lot fairly easily with guys