Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.
If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.
Donate via cryptocurrency:
Bitcoin (BTC):
Ethereum (ETH):
Monero (XMR):
Ventingthe emptiness hurts.
Thread starterthedevilwithin
Start date
You are using an out of date browser. It may not display this or other websites correctly. You should upgrade or use an alternative browser.
my head is pounding from the bad thoughts. i feel so empty inside it hurts. i don't even know how to fully explain this feeling but it's torture. i haven't cried in a very long time but i'm getting teary eyed while writing this. i want to escape this mind and body so fucking bad. i want to be a new person. i hate me so fucking much.
Reactions:
Kit1, worthIess, Immensevoid and 6 others
my head is pounding from the bad thoughts. i feel so empty inside it hurts. i don't even know how to fully explain this feeling but it's torture. i haven't cried in a very long time but i'm getting teary eyed while writing this. i want to escape this mind and body so fucking bad. i want to be a new person. i hate me so fucking much.
my head is pounding from the bad thoughts. i feel so empty inside it hurts. i don't even know how to fully explain this feeling but it's torture. i haven't cried in a very long time but i'm getting teary eyed while writing this. i want to escape this mind and body so fucking bad. i want to be a new person. i hate me so fucking much.
I understand you perfectly, I hate myself, I hate everything about me, I'm actually disgusting with myself and it really painful and extremely lonely to feel that way. I can't go out because I don't want people's eyes on me. I as well don't cry anymore but when I post my feelings on here, I break down, I guess it's because we are letting things out, talking about our feelings, which you can't really talk to anyone about. This site, you guys mean a lot to me… I spend all my time on here.
Reactions:
Immensevoid, thedevilwithin, Sylveon and 1 other person
I understand you perfectly, I hate myself, I hate everything about me, I'm actually disgusting with myself and it really painful and extremely lonely to feel that way. I can't go out because I don't want people's eyes on me. I as well don't cry anymore but when I post my feelings on here, I break down, I guess it's because we are letting things out, talking about our feelings, which you can't really talk to anyone about. This site, you guys mean a lot to me… I spend all my time on here.
you put it into words exactly. i don't speak to anyone but on here there's no wall i have to hold up. i'm sorry you feel this feeling. it's truly torture. from one stranger to another, i love you
Yes it's absolute torture, it gets to the point that the emotional pain is so intense that it becomes physical pain, it's literally hard to breathe… I feel for you as I know exactly how you're feeling and the unbearable pain we are having to endure..
I just want to find a way out so badly, this hurts too much, I can't take anymore.
This site uses cookies to help personalise content, tailor your experience and to keep you logged in if you register.
By continuing to use this site, you are consenting to our use of cookies.