Venting the emptiness hurts.

[thedevilwithin]

my head is pounding from the bad thoughts. i feel so empty inside it hurts. i don't even know how to fully explain this feeling but it's torture. i haven't cried in a very long time but i'm getting teary eyed while writing this. i want to escape this mind and body so fucking bad. i want to be a new person. i hate me so fucking much.

 

[IWishToDie]

Hope you get some good sleep tonight @thedevilwithin

my head is pounding from the bad thoughts. i feel so empty inside it hurts. i don't even know how to fully explain this feeling but it's torture. i haven't cried in a very long time but i'm getting teary eyed while writing this. i want to escape this mind and body so fucking bad. i want to be a new person. i hate me so fucking much.

 

[hopeless08]

my head is pounding from the bad thoughts. i feel so empty inside it hurts. i don't even know how to fully explain this feeling but it's torture. i haven't cried in a very long time but i'm getting teary eyed while writing this. i want to escape this mind and body so fucking bad. i want to be a new person. i hate me so fucking much.

I understand you perfectly, I hate myself, I hate everything about me, I'm actually disgusting with myself and it really painful and extremely lonely to feel that way. I can't go out because I don't want people's eyes on me. I as well don't cry anymore but when I post my feelings on here, I break down, I guess it's because we are letting things out, talking about our feelings, which you can't really talk to anyone about. This site, you guys mean a lot to me… I spend all my time on here.

 

[thedevilwithin]

Hope you get some good sleep tonight @thedevilwithin

thank you

I understand you perfectly, I hate myself, I hate everything about me, I'm actually disgusting with myself and it really painful and extremely lonely to feel that way. I can't go out because I don't want people's eyes on me. I as well don't cry anymore but when I post my feelings on here, I break down, I guess it's because we are letting things out, talking about our feelings, which you can't really talk to anyone about. This site, you guys mean a lot to me… I spend all my time on here.

you put it into words exactly. i don't speak to anyone but on here there's no wall i have to hold up. i'm sorry you feel this feeling. it's truly torture. from one stranger to another, i love you

 

[hopeless08]

Yes it's absolute torture, it gets to the point that the emotional pain is so intense that it becomes physical pain, it's literally hard to breathe… I feel for you as I know exactly how you're feeling and the unbearable pain we are having to endure..
I just want to find a way out so badly, this hurts too much, I can't take anymore.