Venting The difficulty of finding SN is just so frustrating

[Dusk till dawn]

I don't have access to online shipping so the only way is to find a IRL shop that sells SN, i searched everywhere, i travelled everywhere i could, i checked around 10k shops around my country in hopes for finding SN, but NOTHING, no results, the closest thing i got was finding a shop that sells frozen sodium or something like that, it wasn't sodium nitrite tho, it feels so hopeless and dreadful searching for SN for months, while seeing people here finding it easily as buying candy from shops, im here searching for SN for months that i really started considering giving up, hell some people just randomly find SN out of nowhere, i feel like i'm the most unlucky person to ever walk on this earth

 

[Final Fantasy]

I've heard about this SN. Is it a painless way to ctb?

 

[Dusk till dawn]

I've heard about this SN. Is it a painless way to ctb?

It's a painless way to suicide, and a fast way too, if you want to learn more about SN then you can visit this thread, it's very comprehensive

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

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[Deleted member 65988]

It's a painless way to suicide, and a fast way too, if you want to learn more about SN then you can visit this thread, it's very comprehensive

You see, this is the problem when it comes to the discussion of this method, people will say something about it that isn't entirely true and then what happens, expectations will run way ahead of reality and then people become disappointed and frustrated when it turns out not to be the case, that it's not entirely painless or peaceful, can we at least steer clear of saying it's painless, just as others say it's excruciatingly and horrifyingly painful.

 

[cowboypants]

I don't have access to online shipping so the only way is to find a IRL shop that sells SN, i searched everywhere, i travelled everywhere i could, i checked around 10k shops around my country in hopes for finding SN, but NOTHING, no results, the closest thing i got was finding a shop that sells frozen sodium or something like that, it wasn't sodium nitrite tho, it feels so hopeless and dreadful searching for SN for months, while seeing people here finding it easily as buying candy from shops, im here searching for SN for months that i really started considering giving up, hell some people just randomly find SN out of nowhere, i feel like i'm the most unlucky person to ever walk on this earth

I think it would be impossible to get it offline even in india unless you know some shady guy.

You can look for alternate methods than SN. Depending on where you live, inert gases might be procurable more easily

Mods: pls remove my post if it breaks any rule

 

[rozeske]

It's a painless way to suicide, and a fast way too, if you want to learn more about SN then you can visit this thread, it's very comprehensive

I wouldn't call it painless, like almost all methods and I wouldn't say it's fast, there are other methods that work a lot faster.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd be so frustrated by that, I despise how we exist in such an anti-suicide society where reliable poisons are made inaccessible, I see it as extreme cruelty how people cannot just have the option to easily die in peace, access to a peaceful way to die should be a human right. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.