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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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Before joining SaSu I was under the impression that "SI" was referring to the clinical term suicide ideation. A simple Google search will confirm my assumption. But I see the term SI being used differently here. I see it being used as fear of CTB or hesitation to go through with ctb. Would someone mind clarifying for me please?




"Suicidal ideation refers to thoughts, fantasies, or contemplations about ending one's own life"
 
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yotaka

明日にはすべてが終るとして
Jan 29, 2026
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Before joining SaSu I was under the impression that "SI" was referring to the clinical term suicide ideation. A simple Google search will confirm my assumption. But I see the term SI being used differently here. I see it being used as fear of CTB or hesitation to go through with ctb. Would someone mind clarifying for me please?




"Suicidal ideation refers to thoughts, fantasies, or contemplations about ending one's own life"
It can refer to suicidal ideation, but most folks here use it to mean survival instinct, i.e. the biologically ingrained mechanisms that make it really hard to kill oneself.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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It can refer to suicidal ideation, but most folks here use it to mean survival instinct, i.e. the biologically ingrained mechanisms that make it really hard to kill oneself.
Ahhhhh got it, thanks for clarifying. So SaSu has their own definition of SI...
 
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imontheloose

imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
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Means survival instinct. We have a thread on the words used here.
 
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MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
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It looks like everything in survival instinct (as it's commonly presented on this forum) is wrong and misleading. Even its abbreviation )
 
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